wooooo hooooooo for being ditched....
so i wanted to go out tonight with alex... damn boy doesnt know how to pick up his phone... OR he is ignoring me on purpose WOOO HOOO i feel so loved! *gives alex the finger* so now i am home alone, bored out of my mind and listening to garth brooks... i think i might go insane... hmmmm oh and my family STRESSING ME OUT COMPLETELY! i want to move out so badly but i dont have enough money OR time or the patience... so yeah scratch that one out! i might be able to do it with a roommate but good luck with that... i want to go school and i dont thikn my mom would pay for it if i dont live at home so yeah... ARGH! why do things have to be so complicated... i have frustration and for once i would like things to work out instead of everything always fucking falling apart