Rant time...
so updating i guess would be in need here considering the last time i did this was like... years ago! so here we go...
-im dating someone AWESOME! lol i love him but i will get back to him later
-my job is awesome i love it tons of money flowing in and it makes me happy
-i guess you could say im happy with being all adult like
-i think i have travelled more than 10000miles in the last 2 months but all for good times
so yeah now that i am updated RANT TIME! hypocrites... someone i thought wouldnt be one and someone i loved for the reason that he wasnt a hypocrite turns out that he is... i know its not that big of a deal its not like he told me he hates cheaters and then cheated on me or something but for some reason i am getting pissed off at some little things and this just made me so mad. Telling me that you want to talk to me tonight because you miss me and we havent just talked in ages and we *quote* "owe it to eachother to just spend some time talking" and then totally forget about me or WHATEVER his excuse is [i havent heard it yet] just burst a VERY happy and excited bubble. And then while this is happening Brittanie decides to read a comment that i wrote to Magi and take it personally as usual. Why she did this i dont know but she tends to find arguements with me anyway so i should have expected that. I dont know maybe i just need to grow away from those girls... even though i REALLY dont want to im kinda stuck on that one. Sometimes i just want to crawl into a dark space with my ipod mini and a book and just turn off all forms of communication and disappear of AT LEAST a couple hours. People give me that... Everything always has stress which is frustrating just thinking about it. And it always ends up being about money. I dont know this is getting deeper then i wanted it to so since its 3am i think im going to leave the rest of it for another day! Thank god i ranted before i killed someone though, even though it was little it still helped and i think those who decided to go all Sex and the City and create this site!
-im dating someone AWESOME! lol i love him but i will get back to him later
-my job is awesome i love it tons of money flowing in and it makes me happy
-i guess you could say im happy with being all adult like
-i think i have travelled more than 10000miles in the last 2 months but all for good times
so yeah now that i am updated RANT TIME! hypocrites... someone i thought wouldnt be one and someone i loved for the reason that he wasnt a hypocrite turns out that he is... i know its not that big of a deal its not like he told me he hates cheaters and then cheated on me or something but for some reason i am getting pissed off at some little things and this just made me so mad. Telling me that you want to talk to me tonight because you miss me and we havent just talked in ages and we *quote* "owe it to eachother to just spend some time talking" and then totally forget about me or WHATEVER his excuse is [i havent heard it yet] just burst a VERY happy and excited bubble. And then while this is happening Brittanie decides to read a comment that i wrote to Magi and take it personally as usual. Why she did this i dont know but she tends to find arguements with me anyway so i should have expected that. I dont know maybe i just need to grow away from those girls... even though i REALLY dont want to im kinda stuck on that one. Sometimes i just want to crawl into a dark space with my ipod mini and a book and just turn off all forms of communication and disappear of AT LEAST a couple hours. People give me that... Everything always has stress which is frustrating just thinking about it. And it always ends up being about money. I dont know this is getting deeper then i wanted it to so since its 3am i think im going to leave the rest of it for another day! Thank god i ranted before i killed someone though, even though it was little it still helped and i think those who decided to go all Sex and the City and create this site!