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I can't handle this anymore. I'm flunking sophmore year. Yes I know that is sad.If I don't pull my grades up now, I have to go to summer school..that isn't even feasible. It's 5:15am, I've been up since 2:30am freaking out because our schedule got changed today and we have regular classes..what have I gotten accomplished..NOTHING. Last year I used to get really upset when I couldn't get things done on time, or done well for that fact, and all of those feelings further fucked me up and stressed me out. So I found that not giving a shit about things, and letting everything go made me feel alot better, and on top of that The other reason I am failing this year is because I took a personal vow to myself to get myself better. Over the past couple of months I have gotten so bad, like the way I live, how I eat, how I deal with things and the way I feel. I've shut down, only since my birthday am I starting to feel better and getting back into my regular routine. All I desire is to sleep, go to the gym, finish my house, study + train. I can't even deal with school. It's all too much to handle, especially for one fucking insane unbalanced person.
RAH!
Okay, I feel a little better.
RAH!
Okay, I feel a little better.