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All the old embarassing entries are privatized now. Can I just say, holy shit, I was an unstable wreck back then. It was only two years or so ago. Jesus christ. I feel better about myself, even if I had to go back and re-live some pretty painful memories. I feel like I've come a really long way, better able to handle stress and instability, better able to plan things out. I come down hard on myself but the truth is, I've made miles of progress.