..you're something strong like a drug that got me high....
No one ever comments, but I don't care. I just like reading my own words, and convincing myself that I wrote them.
Birthday was Friday. My wondering came with a conclusion..he wasn`t there. I hate when..you spend hours, convincing yourself to give up any and all hope in spite of your feelings, you choose to ignore them, to decline any feelings for him that have ever existed in your mind, your heart, your soul.. anywhere! You try and erase them all, because you know this isn`t what you want. You don`t WANT this pain inside of you, you don`t want the struggle he`s put you through SEVERAL times previously. So you forget him...
Even then, it is inevitable that he shall call.
And he did.
"Happy Birthday Chelseaa!!" thanks alot...
It hurts. And after this, a decision cannot be made....
And I`ve had no rest.
On a different note...I've been shopping. It helps bunches.
<3Chelsea
Birthday was Friday. My wondering came with a conclusion..he wasn`t there. I hate when..you spend hours, convincing yourself to give up any and all hope in spite of your feelings, you choose to ignore them, to decline any feelings for him that have ever existed in your mind, your heart, your soul.. anywhere! You try and erase them all, because you know this isn`t what you want. You don`t WANT this pain inside of you, you don`t want the struggle he`s put you through SEVERAL times previously. So you forget him...
Even then, it is inevitable that he shall call.
And he did.
"Happy Birthday Chelseaa!!" thanks alot...
It hurts. And after this, a decision cannot be made....
And I`ve had no rest.
On a different note...I've been shopping. It helps bunches.
<3Chelsea