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idunno wut to do anymore. im sorta glad im leavng. so i can run away from all this drama. drama i created some how by looking at this one girl in highschool 3 years agao. if it wasnt for that day. i dont think i would be feeling the way i am right now. but its wrong of me to blame her. all she ever did was be herself. she cant help that. but to loose a friend over another friend just because of a different friend. is just rediculous.
im pretty sure this isnt ognna end out good. why should it. it was good all along. until now. and now dram just keeps stirring up. and shit. and im at fault as much as anyone else. in fact i believe its all my fault.
fucking ay i dunno whats gonna happen. i cant believe he is actually serious about wut he said. if that is what he meant
but after all is said and done."fuck it" im ready to let go of everything. im done. i cant start over again with them but i can damn sure end it. whatever happens happens. for whatever reason. i dont care anymore.
my whole world is crumbling down. this isnt a cry out for attention or for a hero. but i needa calm down. for my sake for once. i should just let things happen and not try and make everything better for everyone. and not try to escape being the guilty party.
fuck it. im done.
im pretty sure this isnt ognna end out good. why should it. it was good all along. until now. and now dram just keeps stirring up. and shit. and im at fault as much as anyone else. in fact i believe its all my fault.
fucking ay i dunno whats gonna happen. i cant believe he is actually serious about wut he said. if that is what he meant
but after all is said and done."fuck it" im ready to let go of everything. im done. i cant start over again with them but i can damn sure end it. whatever happens happens. for whatever reason. i dont care anymore.
my whole world is crumbling down. this isnt a cry out for attention or for a hero. but i needa calm down. for my sake for once. i should just let things happen and not try and make everything better for everyone. and not try to escape being the guilty party.
fuck it. im done.