Fanfic: Who Wins My Heart (Chapter 5)
Title: Who Wins My Heart
Main Character: JUMP Band, Daiki Arioka
Disclaimer: I didn't own anything except for the p
Summary: Jae-hwa is tired of hearing the same thing, that he cling to his family's fame to reach his position. Why is it no one believes that he is doing everything because of his own effort and not because of his family's influence? And so he decided to go to Japan and prove himself that he can do things on his own.
Who Wins My Heart
Chapter 5
"Beating Heart"
When I am still young I also a target of bully. In that elite school, where children of famous and rich people are studying, bullying is still a hobby of those stupid elite child. Being race from a loving comforting family, giving everything that you needed and providing everything that you want i grow up to be someone who is weak and frail. My father and my mother only wanted to have 2 child, a boy and a girl. When hyung-nim is born they anticipated that their second child will be a girl but it turns out to be the opposite. I born to be a guy but since my mother wanted me to be a girl, when i am young she is fond of dressing me girl's clothes besides i look like a girl. Father also treated me the same way and also hyung-nim.
As I grow up, i start acting differently from what I should be. And because of that my classmates think that i am different and start bullying me. I am as fragile as a girl and who the hell set it all?
"I hate this... I hate myself." I cried one time when my classmates throw eggs on me and i get dirty. "Why am i born like this?"
"Jae-Hwa, it's fine. Everything's gonna be fine." Chin-ho said trying to cheer me up. "Don't hate yourself Jae-hwa, mom and dad and me loves you just the way you are."
"But my classmates didn't like me. They hated me."
"They can't just appreciate you but if you will just cry nothing will gonna happen. They will just keep on bullying you. You need to stop crying and prove to them that they are wrong. You are not that someone they think of you. Show them that you are strong. If they happen to do this again to you i will protect you no matter what."
"Hyung-nim." i cried. Hyung-nim is always there for me, he became my protector and my saviour but when he start in entertainment it change. He became busy and he doesn't have that much time for me. But even he is busy he always call and talk to me, comforting me when i am down. That time... I have a new classmate in class and he is really popular. They said that he is a Japanese. I can't understand but i have this throbbing feeling inside my heart.
Days pass by and we become close from each other, he is so nice to me and then it turns out he became like hyung-nim. Without any warning i fall in love with him but i know it's forbidden and should not happen. I am a guy and loving another guy is... Disgusting.
But... I wonder... How that time everyone knows about it.
"Jae-hwa likes Dae-hyun... Jae-hwa likes Dae-hyun."someone announced in the whole school. I am there standing while Dae-hyun, my first love is standing also in the other direction looking at me without any reaction on his face. I am just 7 years old at that time, not knowing if what i am feeling that time is serious or just a play of my young mind. My first love which just started suddenly ended without my noticed.
The next day Dae-hyun, my saviour, my first love is gone. He went back to Japan together with his parents and he didn't come back. He just became a part of my past that i don't want to remember anymore. A past that i totally erase coz that weak, frail and fragile Jae-Hwa will not exist anymore.
...
Kei open his eyes slowly. His visions is so bright that he can't see clearly where he is. With just few blink it became clear and found out that he is lying down on his own bed and he is on his own room.
"Kei-chan." Daiki called ones he saw Kei already awake. "i am glad you are right Kei... I am so worried about you."
"Dai-chan? Why? Wh...what happen?" Kei asked. "I am... I am locked right?"
"Yeah... Well I am worried since you are not coming back so i go outside to look for you then on my way i meet Yabu and Takaki-san and then they help me searching for you. We meet Kasewa-san and said that you are left cleaning the corridor and so we went there but we didn't found you and then because of Yabu-san's brilliant mind we discovered that you are in the storage which is lock and then we found you there unconscious."
"Yabu saves me?"
"Yeah... He even piggy back you. He said that you are so heavy like a pig." Daiki said with a cute smile on his face.
"Huh? Who the hell is pig? That babu..." Kei said madly but his stomach suddenly growl. Daiki smiled and then give Kei his dinner. He asked the cook of the dormitory to prepare a dinner for Kei coz he know that ones he wake up he is totally hungry. While Kei is eating, Daiki stretch his arms and wipe his eyes. He looks sleepy already and then he look at the clock and then he noticed that it is already 12 midnight. "Ne, Dai-chan you can sleep already. "
"Yeah after i am done with this report that i am doing."
"What is that?"
"A documentary, i am planning to write everything that happened in my stay in this school. I am not here as a trainee but as a ordinary students. What I really want is to be a journalist in the entertainment world and so I want to learn how an artist start. "
"Wait, if you are not a trainee or soon to be an artist then why are you allowed to enter the school? Isn't it only soon to be artist and trainees of different agency are allowed in this school?"
"Well... I am the son of the president of this school."
"Eh??? Seriously?"
...
The next day Kei and Daiki went to school together. On their way they are talking about what happened to Kei last night. When he is trap in that room, he overheard their conversation and he knows that Hikaru Yaotome, one of the top 3 is the one who leads it.
"Are you sure about that? Why will Yaotome-san do that to you?" Daiki asked.
"I don't know and it is something i wanted to know." Kei answered. They reach their classroom and then he search for Hikaru if he is around. He saw him near the window talking together with Yuya. He approach them and then immediately tap strongly the table where Hikaru is sitting down. Everyone's attention is unto them again that day.
Hikaru glare at Kei, without saying anything it seems like he knows already why Kei is there in front of him madly. "Why did you do that? Why did you lock me in that storage room?"
"it's not met." Hikaru denied.
"Liar... I heard it clearly. Someone called your name and even in that dark night your blond hair is brightly obvious in the moon's light."
"What if I did?" Hikaru asked and then a slap hit his face. He is not expecting that slap and he is startled to response. Everyone is also surprised with that slap, someone dare to slap Hikaru in the face and it is even the same person who challenge Kota in the no. 1 place. He really have a guts considering that he is a newbie.
"Just a payment of locking me in that room." Kei told him and then he leave and sit down on his chair. Daiki went to his chair as well and sit down while the other are still surprised of what just happened. Hikaru didn't say anything, his right face is still red and it sting. Yuya keep on asking if he is fine but he is not responding back.
The academic class is only half day for the trainees of SEA, they need to go to the building and joined the seminar and workshop for that day. Kei is very hype up since it is the first workshop he will have in his new agency. Just wearing a shirt and a jogging pants, he have a little stretching and a little warm up. They said that their task that day is to learn a dance step.
"Good morning everyone, i am your trainor." Alexandra introduced. Kei is surprised to see her again, and he knows his other classmate as well. "I am the choreographer of dance in SEA for new trainees. It is scheduled that the new trainees will perform in the new show of Ken Watanabe. They will dance and perform some of his songs and so i am here to teach you." he continued.
"Who is Ken Watanabe?" Kei whispered and then one of his seatmate heard it.
"Yo...you didn't know him?"
"Yeah... Is he that famous?" Kei asked again.
"Are you serious? Do you really live in Japan or in the other planet? He is the famous solo artist of SEA. He is famous internationally as well."
"Eh? Really? I...i didn't know."
"The two of you... What are you talking about?" Alexandra asked when she noticed that a 2 trainees are not listening to her.
"This guy didn't know about Ken Watanabe." the other one said and then all eyes are set into them. They are shocked of what they just heard.
"Then do you know... Ants?" Alexandra asked Kei and then Kei answered the same thing that he didn't know them. Alexandra gives other debuted group in SEA but Kei didn't know anything and that surprised everyone. They are thinking if he really leaves on Japan or to other planet of the world. "You are Inoo-san right?"
"Yeah."
"If you want to stay longer in this agency i think you better know about this place or else you will not last long." Alexandra told him and then everyone laugh. Ones the arguments are done, Alexanda introduced the band that will going to play the music on the show. Kei is surprised when he saw Hikaru, Kota, Yuya, and other 2 whom he didn't know enter the rehearsal room.
"I assume that you know them." Alexandra said and she looks at Kei who seems like not bothering about it. She sigh and just continue introducing the guys in front of them. "This is Kota Yabu, the leader and the 2nd vocal and guitar, this is Hikaru Yaotome the bassist, Yuya Takaki the lead singer, Yuto Nakajima the drummer and Keito Okamoto the lead guitar. They are members of Zodiac, they are the one who will going to sing in the show while trainees will going to dance as a background but we will going to choose 5 trainees who sing together with them and will stay in front. That will depend on your performance on the rehearsals. If you are chosen this is already an opportunity to be known by people so you better do your best."
"Minna-san, do your best!" Yuto cheered everyone with his energetic attitudes.
"So before anything else, i want you to hear the performance of Zodiac." Alexandra said and then the group prepares themselves for that little performance.
Ones they are done in preparing, they already started. They sing their song titled "Long Road" which is written by Kota and one of their famous song. This is sing by Yuya and Kota together. When the music started everyone's ears are set into them. Everyone is listening to them with a bright on their smiles, the song is lively that they can feel they are cheered.
Kei listen to the group seriously, the song is beautiful. Everyone looks beautiful, that is what he is thinking inside his mind. Yuya's deep voice plus Kota's high pitch and Hikaru's harmonization. The play of the drums and the guitars they really go well with each other. It is a perfect a performance for his opinion but in the whole performance, his eyes are set to Kota. His smiling face, his confidence, he is really enjoying it. His sparkling eyes are beautiful... They are like... His eyes.
"Stop... Stop beating so fast. My heart is beating so fast. Why? Why? Please...stop. I...i don't want to fall again." He thought to himself as he touch his chest and clench on it.
To Be Continued...
Main Character: JUMP Band, Daiki Arioka
Disclaimer: I didn't own anything except for the p
Summary: Jae-hwa is tired of hearing the same thing, that he cling to his family's fame to reach his position. Why is it no one believes that he is doing everything because of his own effort and not because of his family's influence? And so he decided to go to Japan and prove himself that he can do things on his own.
Who Wins My Heart
Chapter 5
"Beating Heart"
When I am still young I also a target of bully. In that elite school, where children of famous and rich people are studying, bullying is still a hobby of those stupid elite child. Being race from a loving comforting family, giving everything that you needed and providing everything that you want i grow up to be someone who is weak and frail. My father and my mother only wanted to have 2 child, a boy and a girl. When hyung-nim is born they anticipated that their second child will be a girl but it turns out to be the opposite. I born to be a guy but since my mother wanted me to be a girl, when i am young she is fond of dressing me girl's clothes besides i look like a girl. Father also treated me the same way and also hyung-nim.
As I grow up, i start acting differently from what I should be. And because of that my classmates think that i am different and start bullying me. I am as fragile as a girl and who the hell set it all?
"I hate this... I hate myself." I cried one time when my classmates throw eggs on me and i get dirty. "Why am i born like this?"
"Jae-Hwa, it's fine. Everything's gonna be fine." Chin-ho said trying to cheer me up. "Don't hate yourself Jae-hwa, mom and dad and me loves you just the way you are."
"But my classmates didn't like me. They hated me."
"They can't just appreciate you but if you will just cry nothing will gonna happen. They will just keep on bullying you. You need to stop crying and prove to them that they are wrong. You are not that someone they think of you. Show them that you are strong. If they happen to do this again to you i will protect you no matter what."
"Hyung-nim." i cried. Hyung-nim is always there for me, he became my protector and my saviour but when he start in entertainment it change. He became busy and he doesn't have that much time for me. But even he is busy he always call and talk to me, comforting me when i am down. That time... I have a new classmate in class and he is really popular. They said that he is a Japanese. I can't understand but i have this throbbing feeling inside my heart.
Days pass by and we become close from each other, he is so nice to me and then it turns out he became like hyung-nim. Without any warning i fall in love with him but i know it's forbidden and should not happen. I am a guy and loving another guy is... Disgusting.
But... I wonder... How that time everyone knows about it.
"Jae-hwa likes Dae-hyun... Jae-hwa likes Dae-hyun."someone announced in the whole school. I am there standing while Dae-hyun, my first love is standing also in the other direction looking at me without any reaction on his face. I am just 7 years old at that time, not knowing if what i am feeling that time is serious or just a play of my young mind. My first love which just started suddenly ended without my noticed.
The next day Dae-hyun, my saviour, my first love is gone. He went back to Japan together with his parents and he didn't come back. He just became a part of my past that i don't want to remember anymore. A past that i totally erase coz that weak, frail and fragile Jae-Hwa will not exist anymore.
...
Kei open his eyes slowly. His visions is so bright that he can't see clearly where he is. With just few blink it became clear and found out that he is lying down on his own bed and he is on his own room.
"Kei-chan." Daiki called ones he saw Kei already awake. "i am glad you are right Kei... I am so worried about you."
"Dai-chan? Why? Wh...what happen?" Kei asked. "I am... I am locked right?"
"Yeah... Well I am worried since you are not coming back so i go outside to look for you then on my way i meet Yabu and Takaki-san and then they help me searching for you. We meet Kasewa-san and said that you are left cleaning the corridor and so we went there but we didn't found you and then because of Yabu-san's brilliant mind we discovered that you are in the storage which is lock and then we found you there unconscious."
"Yabu saves me?"
"Yeah... He even piggy back you. He said that you are so heavy like a pig." Daiki said with a cute smile on his face.
"Huh? Who the hell is pig? That babu..." Kei said madly but his stomach suddenly growl. Daiki smiled and then give Kei his dinner. He asked the cook of the dormitory to prepare a dinner for Kei coz he know that ones he wake up he is totally hungry. While Kei is eating, Daiki stretch his arms and wipe his eyes. He looks sleepy already and then he look at the clock and then he noticed that it is already 12 midnight. "Ne, Dai-chan you can sleep already. "
"Yeah after i am done with this report that i am doing."
"What is that?"
"A documentary, i am planning to write everything that happened in my stay in this school. I am not here as a trainee but as a ordinary students. What I really want is to be a journalist in the entertainment world and so I want to learn how an artist start. "
"Wait, if you are not a trainee or soon to be an artist then why are you allowed to enter the school? Isn't it only soon to be artist and trainees of different agency are allowed in this school?"
"Well... I am the son of the president of this school."
"Eh??? Seriously?"
...
The next day Kei and Daiki went to school together. On their way they are talking about what happened to Kei last night. When he is trap in that room, he overheard their conversation and he knows that Hikaru Yaotome, one of the top 3 is the one who leads it.
"Are you sure about that? Why will Yaotome-san do that to you?" Daiki asked.
"I don't know and it is something i wanted to know." Kei answered. They reach their classroom and then he search for Hikaru if he is around. He saw him near the window talking together with Yuya. He approach them and then immediately tap strongly the table where Hikaru is sitting down. Everyone's attention is unto them again that day.
Hikaru glare at Kei, without saying anything it seems like he knows already why Kei is there in front of him madly. "Why did you do that? Why did you lock me in that storage room?"
"it's not met." Hikaru denied.
"Liar... I heard it clearly. Someone called your name and even in that dark night your blond hair is brightly obvious in the moon's light."
"What if I did?" Hikaru asked and then a slap hit his face. He is not expecting that slap and he is startled to response. Everyone is also surprised with that slap, someone dare to slap Hikaru in the face and it is even the same person who challenge Kota in the no. 1 place. He really have a guts considering that he is a newbie.
"Just a payment of locking me in that room." Kei told him and then he leave and sit down on his chair. Daiki went to his chair as well and sit down while the other are still surprised of what just happened. Hikaru didn't say anything, his right face is still red and it sting. Yuya keep on asking if he is fine but he is not responding back.
The academic class is only half day for the trainees of SEA, they need to go to the building and joined the seminar and workshop for that day. Kei is very hype up since it is the first workshop he will have in his new agency. Just wearing a shirt and a jogging pants, he have a little stretching and a little warm up. They said that their task that day is to learn a dance step.
"Good morning everyone, i am your trainor." Alexandra introduced. Kei is surprised to see her again, and he knows his other classmate as well. "I am the choreographer of dance in SEA for new trainees. It is scheduled that the new trainees will perform in the new show of Ken Watanabe. They will dance and perform some of his songs and so i am here to teach you." he continued.
"Who is Ken Watanabe?" Kei whispered and then one of his seatmate heard it.
"Yo...you didn't know him?"
"Yeah... Is he that famous?" Kei asked again.
"Are you serious? Do you really live in Japan or in the other planet? He is the famous solo artist of SEA. He is famous internationally as well."
"Eh? Really? I...i didn't know."
"The two of you... What are you talking about?" Alexandra asked when she noticed that a 2 trainees are not listening to her.
"This guy didn't know about Ken Watanabe." the other one said and then all eyes are set into them. They are shocked of what they just heard.
"Then do you know... Ants?" Alexandra asked Kei and then Kei answered the same thing that he didn't know them. Alexandra gives other debuted group in SEA but Kei didn't know anything and that surprised everyone. They are thinking if he really leaves on Japan or to other planet of the world. "You are Inoo-san right?"
"Yeah."
"If you want to stay longer in this agency i think you better know about this place or else you will not last long." Alexandra told him and then everyone laugh. Ones the arguments are done, Alexanda introduced the band that will going to play the music on the show. Kei is surprised when he saw Hikaru, Kota, Yuya, and other 2 whom he didn't know enter the rehearsal room.
"I assume that you know them." Alexandra said and she looks at Kei who seems like not bothering about it. She sigh and just continue introducing the guys in front of them. "This is Kota Yabu, the leader and the 2nd vocal and guitar, this is Hikaru Yaotome the bassist, Yuya Takaki the lead singer, Yuto Nakajima the drummer and Keito Okamoto the lead guitar. They are members of Zodiac, they are the one who will going to sing in the show while trainees will going to dance as a background but we will going to choose 5 trainees who sing together with them and will stay in front. That will depend on your performance on the rehearsals. If you are chosen this is already an opportunity to be known by people so you better do your best."
"Minna-san, do your best!" Yuto cheered everyone with his energetic attitudes.
"So before anything else, i want you to hear the performance of Zodiac." Alexandra said and then the group prepares themselves for that little performance.
Ones they are done in preparing, they already started. They sing their song titled "Long Road" which is written by Kota and one of their famous song. This is sing by Yuya and Kota together. When the music started everyone's ears are set into them. Everyone is listening to them with a bright on their smiles, the song is lively that they can feel they are cheered.
Kei listen to the group seriously, the song is beautiful. Everyone looks beautiful, that is what he is thinking inside his mind. Yuya's deep voice plus Kota's high pitch and Hikaru's harmonization. The play of the drums and the guitars they really go well with each other. It is a perfect a performance for his opinion but in the whole performance, his eyes are set to Kota. His smiling face, his confidence, he is really enjoying it. His sparkling eyes are beautiful... They are like... His eyes.
"Stop... Stop beating so fast. My heart is beating so fast. Why? Why? Please...stop. I...i don't want to fall again." He thought to himself as he touch his chest and clench on it.
To Be Continued...