Oct 10, 2010 01:18
unfortuently. you're right. its gettign worse. supsoe this is true. darkness is inside of us all. it get deeper and consumes us from the insid eout. tears us asudner and lets the worse be seens. I'm far too vunerable. let my shell bye cracked by someone I care abaout. I bend backwards twist and obscure myself so that others will be happy and yet I'm a lamb to slauter. little do they know I'm no lamb but a wolf.
burn me and tear me anew. erase me from your exsistance sot hat youmay continue to liv eiwhtout the perception of sin and so that your contious it be made clear.
dear red wine. you'r not strong enough to harness all of me. only that sid ewhich is unwilling to speak.
dear world. fuck you. how dar you be so crewl? take what I love peopel I find myself rathe rfond of and pit them agisnt me. agisnt my miserable exsistance. I hate you. witha passion. I'm naught but human with real feeligns and insecure. why can you not jsut relace me formthis. back to ignorance and innocese. I supose in my own way I am very much so just a foul creature. I mire everyone selce with what I am desptie my own good intentions. where is the end of it? me vs the worl is that it? am I to challange fates itself. bring them fortha nd test the will of my heart. thsi flesh however....is unwilling.