leaving NJ
as most/all of you know, i've been dying to leave NJ just about as soon as i got here. there's too much concrete, just...stuff. i don't even know.
since i'll be gone by about April now it's...kinda shocking. and saddening. i just spent a fantastic and wonderful six Not-At-Work hours with one of my best friends and...it mainly served to remind me that i did really really enjoy being here for a bit. yes i want to move on and out. yes i want to go into the next phase of my life...but this one has definitely been very good. there are so many people that i love down here and i would've never gotten to meet them otherwise. i realize that i probably won't talk to all of them a few months from now, and even fewer i'll talk to much as the years pass by. however there are few that i better be speaking with, gaming with, chilling with or living with in the years to come and beyond. or i'll kick them.
i dunno. tonight was just good. even though work was insane and i'm so bloody tired of not getting to do my job but having to do so much more with nothing in return.../shrug it ended well. ^^
i cannot even think what i'm hoping somewhere but...even without the acknowledgement of the hope it still bubbles and levitates me.
and i must say that i do so love my overtimed analogies and metaphors. they're bloody brilliant. or nuts. but that's ok too *^^*
holy friggin crapz the WoW expansion comes out tomorrow night...!!! *^___^* if you want to talk to me this coming week: Anuradha, Altar of Storms (alliance). otherwise i'll most likely be fairly MIA. hm, maybe 'cept for a select few.
*love*
you know, someday ... yeah?
^^
since i'll be gone by about April now it's...kinda shocking. and saddening. i just spent a fantastic and wonderful six Not-At-Work hours with one of my best friends and...it mainly served to remind me that i did really really enjoy being here for a bit. yes i want to move on and out. yes i want to go into the next phase of my life...but this one has definitely been very good. there are so many people that i love down here and i would've never gotten to meet them otherwise. i realize that i probably won't talk to all of them a few months from now, and even fewer i'll talk to much as the years pass by. however there are few that i better be speaking with, gaming with, chilling with or living with in the years to come and beyond. or i'll kick them.
i dunno. tonight was just good. even though work was insane and i'm so bloody tired of not getting to do my job but having to do so much more with nothing in return.../shrug it ended well. ^^
i cannot even think what i'm hoping somewhere but...even without the acknowledgement of the hope it still bubbles and levitates me.
and i must say that i do so love my overtimed analogies and metaphors. they're bloody brilliant. or nuts. but that's ok too *^^*
holy friggin crapz the WoW expansion comes out tomorrow night...!!! *^___^* if you want to talk to me this coming week: Anuradha, Altar of Storms (alliance). otherwise i'll most likely be fairly MIA. hm, maybe 'cept for a select few.
*love*
you know, someday ... yeah?
^^