goooozfraba...
*tries to stay calm*
things that piss me off:
-emily at the moment. who seriously needs a reality check. and a rope because im about to push her off the edge shes on.
-anonymous commenters. dude grow a spine.
-guys that flirt with everything that moves. aka j-man
-guys who complain about other guys flirting wiht everything that moves. aka j-man
-men in general.
-people who complain about small things that shouldnt be complained about. seriously you have it good compared to a lot of people.
-insensitivity that seems to be coming my way.
-how rare the happy moments seem lately.
-why all of a sudden anything i want or need is ripped away from me leaving me with a good sense of wat depression is like.
-papers that are due within a week that are going to take longer to write.
-my loss of christmas spirit. tried so hard to get it back this year and i had it untill everyone around me sucked it right out of me.
- im not attracted to the guys that like me which makes me feel like a bitch. and i am attracted to the guys that dont which makes me feel inadaquate.
- feeling all emo
*sigh* im not gonna lie to you and tell you its me when its you so im just going to come right out and say it. i need a friend or someone to make me feel special and all of the people i count on are letting me down. no they arent letting me down they are throwing me down. hard and fast. i dont mean to expect things from our friendship but its a little give and take. i gave and gave and gave. now there is nothing left. i need someone to give me something back before i just hit rock bottom completely. im trying guys to pick myself up on my own cuz my whole life its been just me but i dont think i have the strength anymore.
im a fuckign emo deal with it.
marco?
things that piss me off:
-emily at the moment. who seriously needs a reality check. and a rope because im about to push her off the edge shes on.
-anonymous commenters. dude grow a spine.
-guys that flirt with everything that moves. aka j-man
-guys who complain about other guys flirting wiht everything that moves. aka j-man
-men in general.
-people who complain about small things that shouldnt be complained about. seriously you have it good compared to a lot of people.
-insensitivity that seems to be coming my way.
-how rare the happy moments seem lately.
-why all of a sudden anything i want or need is ripped away from me leaving me with a good sense of wat depression is like.
-papers that are due within a week that are going to take longer to write.
-my loss of christmas spirit. tried so hard to get it back this year and i had it untill everyone around me sucked it right out of me.
- im not attracted to the guys that like me which makes me feel like a bitch. and i am attracted to the guys that dont which makes me feel inadaquate.
- feeling all emo
*sigh* im not gonna lie to you and tell you its me when its you so im just going to come right out and say it. i need a friend or someone to make me feel special and all of the people i count on are letting me down. no they arent letting me down they are throwing me down. hard and fast. i dont mean to expect things from our friendship but its a little give and take. i gave and gave and gave. now there is nothing left. i need someone to give me something back before i just hit rock bottom completely. im trying guys to pick myself up on my own cuz my whole life its been just me but i dont think i have the strength anymore.
im a fuckign emo deal with it.
marco?