These days I seem to be ...
-used
-lied to
-ignored
-forgotten
-backstabbed
-hated
-walked over
...
A lot :\
I want to go back to the days...where people loved me..and I enjoyed making them happy...where something I said made people smile or laugh in joy. I ..miss the old days. I wish I could turn back the clock..and be whom I use to be.
The girl everyone wanted me to be. not this..disliked person I have become. How..did I become this way? Was it I who changed, or..was it you? My friends seem to be going in different directions, and I seem to be the only stareing in to the past with tearfull eyes.
Days go by, they past my eyes so fast,
Days go by, the good times don't seem to last,
When I close my eyes,
I see the past,
When I open them,
They flee so fast,
I run faster, and faster, reaching, hoping-
Faster and faster.
Holding on, coping-
Faster and faster,
Memorys are faiding, I don't want to lose them,
Friends are leaving, I just want to hold them,
Keep them from leaving me alone,
Their actions at this point, I just can't condone,
So-
I run faster, and faster,
trying to catch up,
I'm left in the past,
DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE,
Is this, a game, are you having fun,
I'm left in the past,
You saw it coming,
You can see me running,
Reach out a hand, pull me out of the dark,
Days go by, they past my eyes so fast,
Days go by, the good times don't seem to last,
When I close my eyes,
I see the past,
When I open them,
They flee so fast,
I run faster, and faster, reaching, hoping-
Faster and faster.
Holding on, coping-
Faster and faster,
faster and faster,
faster and faster,
But where am I running too?
Don't ask. I felt like writing something, I know it's lame. Sounds better when I sung it..*sigh* Oh well.
Don't worry. One day, I'll be gone..and you wont have to worry. Unless you don't worry now, then..hell ..I'm happy for you. Atleast you ..are better off this way.
Seems the only thing I can do for the people that don't miss me, is leave them alone. I will become, invisible once again.
That is my gift to you.
My Silence.
-lied to
-ignored
-forgotten
-backstabbed
-hated
-walked over
...
A lot :\
I want to go back to the days...where people loved me..and I enjoyed making them happy...where something I said made people smile or laugh in joy. I ..miss the old days. I wish I could turn back the clock..and be whom I use to be.
The girl everyone wanted me to be. not this..disliked person I have become. How..did I become this way? Was it I who changed, or..was it you? My friends seem to be going in different directions, and I seem to be the only stareing in to the past with tearfull eyes.
Days go by, they past my eyes so fast,
Days go by, the good times don't seem to last,
When I close my eyes,
I see the past,
When I open them,
They flee so fast,
I run faster, and faster, reaching, hoping-
Faster and faster.
Holding on, coping-
Faster and faster,
Memorys are faiding, I don't want to lose them,
Friends are leaving, I just want to hold them,
Keep them from leaving me alone,
Their actions at this point, I just can't condone,
So-
I run faster, and faster,
trying to catch up,
I'm left in the past,
DO YOU SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE,
Is this, a game, are you having fun,
I'm left in the past,
You saw it coming,
You can see me running,
Reach out a hand, pull me out of the dark,
Days go by, they past my eyes so fast,
Days go by, the good times don't seem to last,
When I close my eyes,
I see the past,
When I open them,
They flee so fast,
I run faster, and faster, reaching, hoping-
Faster and faster.
Holding on, coping-
Faster and faster,
faster and faster,
faster and faster,
But where am I running too?
Don't ask. I felt like writing something, I know it's lame. Sounds better when I sung it..*sigh* Oh well.
Don't worry. One day, I'll be gone..and you wont have to worry. Unless you don't worry now, then..hell ..I'm happy for you. Atleast you ..are better off this way.
Seems the only thing I can do for the people that don't miss me, is leave them alone. I will become, invisible once again.
That is my gift to you.
My Silence.