hmm...
i feel the urge to write, to get it all out.
i'm not sure that there is really anything there to get out. my complaints and "problems" are so petty. i think i have an inverse sense for anger. the littlest things piss me off when the big things i let slide. i think that the larger things that i let slide are meant to be that way and i am ok with it, but my issue with the little things that annoy me is endless.
i still don't have a computer of my own...
i have a paper to write and it will be very "difficult" without a computer.
my bible teacher needs to take her head out of the sand and other places that i shall not mention...
again i will state, i have many things to be happy about. my mom always told me to, "count my blessings." she's totally right.
it's my brother's birthday today! (14) he's out on the ski hill right now, i'm pretty happy for him, he's done so much growing up in the last four months or so it's amazing. he's always been a really big kid and for the last 4 years he's been bigger than me, so i have come to expect more of him than his size implies. this hasn't always been a good thing, but now that he is growing up more it is kind of exciting to me that he is starting to be come more mature and not annoy me. it's pretty cool. back at home we've had like 2.5 feet of snow in the last two days with more expected to come, so school was canceled and he went skiing with his buddies, what a great bday present!
catie... she always makes my day. idk it's the greatest thing, i'm not sure how to describe it. all my previous relationships have been total crap compared to this. our relationship just keeps getting better. you know how they say that each relationship has it's honeymoon phase? for me it has typically lasted 1 month, but catie and i have been dating for about 2 months now and there's no sign of slowing down, in fact, we're just getting started. even over the phone every day we gain new things in common more common experiences and jokes. i think the way our relationship works is largely made possible by our personalities. both more reserved and thoughtful, still a little crazy, and independent. it just works. i could not be more thankful.
my mom. she's amazing and ridiculous. you should meet her, i promise you will love her. nuff said
my grandma. my mom x10 with a twist. if i can be half as cool as this woman when i get older i will really feel that i have accomplished something in my life. i'm sure my mom will develop into much the same kind of person. "seize the day" is her favorite saying. i like it as well and try my best to build my day around it. she is amazing.
my dad is an interesting character. sociologically, but mostly he just does crazy stuff and breaks bones, but doesn't grow them back... nuts. he's 40whatever years old and still rides motocross and snowmobiles like a bat out of hell. not to mention he's probably going 40some mph down a hill on two fiberglass planks as i type.
my sister is a different character. i think she has a lot to teach me that i have yet to learn.
opportunity.
Excellence - the result of striving each day to do better than the last.
there, i have counted my blessings, i feel a little better. thanks for you attention. i really appreciate people who have the patients to listen to me. i know my ideas are sometimes unclear and i go round-and-about in explaining my point, but hopefully i don't waste your time...
oh well, i hope you have a good day. bye
i'm not sure that there is really anything there to get out. my complaints and "problems" are so petty. i think i have an inverse sense for anger. the littlest things piss me off when the big things i let slide. i think that the larger things that i let slide are meant to be that way and i am ok with it, but my issue with the little things that annoy me is endless.
i still don't have a computer of my own...
i have a paper to write and it will be very "difficult" without a computer.
my bible teacher needs to take her head out of the sand and other places that i shall not mention...
again i will state, i have many things to be happy about. my mom always told me to, "count my blessings." she's totally right.
it's my brother's birthday today! (14) he's out on the ski hill right now, i'm pretty happy for him, he's done so much growing up in the last four months or so it's amazing. he's always been a really big kid and for the last 4 years he's been bigger than me, so i have come to expect more of him than his size implies. this hasn't always been a good thing, but now that he is growing up more it is kind of exciting to me that he is starting to be come more mature and not annoy me. it's pretty cool. back at home we've had like 2.5 feet of snow in the last two days with more expected to come, so school was canceled and he went skiing with his buddies, what a great bday present!
catie... she always makes my day. idk it's the greatest thing, i'm not sure how to describe it. all my previous relationships have been total crap compared to this. our relationship just keeps getting better. you know how they say that each relationship has it's honeymoon phase? for me it has typically lasted 1 month, but catie and i have been dating for about 2 months now and there's no sign of slowing down, in fact, we're just getting started. even over the phone every day we gain new things in common more common experiences and jokes. i think the way our relationship works is largely made possible by our personalities. both more reserved and thoughtful, still a little crazy, and independent. it just works. i could not be more thankful.
my mom. she's amazing and ridiculous. you should meet her, i promise you will love her. nuff said
my grandma. my mom x10 with a twist. if i can be half as cool as this woman when i get older i will really feel that i have accomplished something in my life. i'm sure my mom will develop into much the same kind of person. "seize the day" is her favorite saying. i like it as well and try my best to build my day around it. she is amazing.
my dad is an interesting character. sociologically, but mostly he just does crazy stuff and breaks bones, but doesn't grow them back... nuts. he's 40whatever years old and still rides motocross and snowmobiles like a bat out of hell. not to mention he's probably going 40some mph down a hill on two fiberglass planks as i type.
my sister is a different character. i think she has a lot to teach me that i have yet to learn.
opportunity.
Excellence - the result of striving each day to do better than the last.
there, i have counted my blessings, i feel a little better. thanks for you attention. i really appreciate people who have the patients to listen to me. i know my ideas are sometimes unclear and i go round-and-about in explaining my point, but hopefully i don't waste your time...
oh well, i hope you have a good day. bye