How do I miss thee?

[innosente]

Recovering from the death of a pet is hard, especially when you're a sad old maid with no family to serve as distraction. It's been a few weeks, but I still miss my kitty.

I miss Tenshi in the morning when he used to cry so enthusiastically for his breakfast.
I miss Tenshi during the day when I wish I could be home playing with him.
I miss Tenshi when I head out from work and suddenly remember he won't be there when I get home.
I miss Tenshi around the house because he no longer follows me.
I miss Tenshi when I open my mail and nobody chews on the envelopes.
I miss Tenshi when I'm doing my homework and he doesn't sit on the back of the couch by my head.
I miss Tenshi when I feed Bunny his favorite treats.
I miss Tenshi when I scoop the litter box and there are no Tenshi poopies inside.
I miss Tenshi when I go to the bathroom and he doesn't throw the door wide and demand sink water.
I miss Tenshi at bedtime when he used to wait for me on his blanket and make happy noises.
I miss Tenshi during the night when he used to lay by my head and purr like an idiot.
I miss Tenshi when I think about tomorrow and know that I'll never see him again.

I miss Tenshi when I'm sad and I can't dry my tears in his fur. ;_;