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And I will wait until the end
when the pendullum will swing back to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
and I will save this empty space
next to me like it's a grave
where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together
I have been searching for traces of what we were
A ghost of you is all that I have left
It's all that I have left of you to hold
Awake in the night to find there's no one there but me,
and nothing left of what we were at all
So here I am pacing around this house again with pictures of us living on these walls
I see my breath in the cold of the air that I breath and I'm wondering,
I'm wondering if it's you that I feel, if it's you that I feel here haunting me forever
I have been searching for traces of what we were
A ghost of you is all that I have left
It's all that I have left of you to hold
Awake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
and I'm not looking for anything but us
anything but what we were
and I'm not asking for faded memories
I only want to know you're here
A ghost of you is all that I have left,
It's all that I have left of you to hold
Awake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
A ghost of you is all that I have left
It's all that I have left of you to hold
Awake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
I love love love that song. I'm going to burn a copy of the whole cd 3 days before it comes out, eek. Speaking of musiccccccc...The Used are playing November 12th, and I'll be there with my hetero lifemate, Jamerz <3. I can't wait! I've been so concert deprived. Btw, I'm going to get the new cd today, I've been deprived of new cd's too. Then GC is going on tour soon, and Jamerz is going with me, and they are playing with HAZEN ST.!!!!! and I'm going to have a stroke in the middle of the crowd. I'm so excited. And if Brand New goes on tour, then I will justfuckingdie. That's just too many good concerts in so little months. I'll get cancer or something.
Yeah well, these next few weeks are going to be so different... I don't wanna say anymore about that. I'm just gonna savor this weekend. Mike's coming over today and we're gonna go to the mall because I have to go to American Eagle to exchange these pants that I should've exchanged like before school started. I wanna get The Used CD, and shop a little. Then we're gonna go back to his house for a little, then we're probably going to hang back by my house with Billy and stuff until he's gotta go home. Then, I'm working tomorrow. Hopefully. 'Cause I need money. I really shouldn't be writing my whole schedule in my livejournal, because I now have stalkers, freaky.
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