I'm spinning...
Ok. So I was angry, I was hurt. I got rid of all the friends only shit. I unbanned people that I banned for no reason. Everyone knows what it's like to be angry.
I was just tired of being so fake. It's not worth it. Why should I pretend to be someone that I'm not? I know, I shouldn't but I got so carried away. It's not important now.
Sorry if I took you off my friends list. Sorry if I upset you. I'm a loser, I'm a loner, I'm freak. You have to learn to accept it. Otherwise, just go away.
I'm older now. I'm wiser now. I still have the occasional breakdown. Doesn't everyone? You can't keep it all bottled up forever. Eventually, it all comes crashing down around you and you are left standing there all alone. I hit a low point, but I am slowly climbing back up.
It's a never ending battle. That's what really depresses me. It never ends. I am always going up and down. I wish I wasn't such a freak. I wish I felt comfortable leaving my house. I wish I could hang out with people my age. ...
Am I always going to be this way? Is this something I can change?...
I'm still lost.
I was just tired of being so fake. It's not worth it. Why should I pretend to be someone that I'm not? I know, I shouldn't but I got so carried away. It's not important now.
Sorry if I took you off my friends list. Sorry if I upset you. I'm a loser, I'm a loner, I'm freak. You have to learn to accept it. Otherwise, just go away.
I'm older now. I'm wiser now. I still have the occasional breakdown. Doesn't everyone? You can't keep it all bottled up forever. Eventually, it all comes crashing down around you and you are left standing there all alone. I hit a low point, but I am slowly climbing back up.
It's a never ending battle. That's what really depresses me. It never ends. I am always going up and down. I wish I wasn't such a freak. I wish I felt comfortable leaving my house. I wish I could hang out with people my age. ...
Am I always going to be this way? Is this something I can change?...
I'm still lost.