A broken promise ...
In return for a broken heart.
Is it fair?
Is it justified?
I'm putting this in type because it's been rolling around in my head a lot of late and I'm hoping that by getting it out I get one of two things.
1. Perspective
2. Insight.
I want perspective on whether I'm justified in breaking a promise I made to someone I am no longer involved with, because doing so would allow me to look at that person in a new way and explore it.
I want insight that isn't my own. I want to be able to find constructive words from others who genuinely give a fuck about me and want to help me. To see me get better. Not to give me permission, but to at least want to know what promise I would want to break, since I've never broken one in my life. To understand I guess.
I ripped open some wounds the other night by accident and now rather than super gluing them shut or stopping the bleeding with duct tape, like I usually do, I want to face them and heal them. I want these demons out of my life.
Any insight, feedback, thoughts, etc, are appreciated and quite frankly, desired. I'd rather not do this shit alone.
Is it fair?
Is it justified?
I'm putting this in type because it's been rolling around in my head a lot of late and I'm hoping that by getting it out I get one of two things.
1. Perspective
2. Insight.
I want perspective on whether I'm justified in breaking a promise I made to someone I am no longer involved with, because doing so would allow me to look at that person in a new way and explore it.
I want insight that isn't my own. I want to be able to find constructive words from others who genuinely give a fuck about me and want to help me. To see me get better. Not to give me permission, but to at least want to know what promise I would want to break, since I've never broken one in my life. To understand I guess.
I ripped open some wounds the other night by accident and now rather than super gluing them shut or stopping the bleeding with duct tape, like I usually do, I want to face them and heal them. I want these demons out of my life.
Any insight, feedback, thoughts, etc, are appreciated and quite frankly, desired. I'd rather not do this shit alone.