Moving In
Well... the thing that I didn't believe would happen, happened. Tommy is actually going to let me stay with him. It's weird too. I always imagined myself living and moving in with someone that I was in love with... someone I had intentions on living with for the rest of my life ~coughnormcough~, but you know, this works. 'Cause now I've got close to nothing for rent, I am able to get my senior tech job here in Pasadena, AND I get a 9 to 5 job monday through friday, 40 hours a week. It's what I wanted... independence, job opportunities, and money.
I admit, I'm not in love with Tommy. I like him, and he's fun to be around... he doesn't spoil me, nor does he ignore me. He is an absolute dick and an asshole when provoked, but adorable to me. I don't know, I watch him, and I listen to him... and it's the real me, staring back at me. I can be horribly mean and a bitch when needed (ask Norm and Josh). Although Tommy has little respect for those with authority by law and those social class bithces, overall... it's not too bad. I know I won't be able to change him, and I don't really want to.
I'm happy where I'm at for now. Things were fucked up for awhile, but it's all settling down. It's hard going home to my mom and watching her cry and beg for me to come home. I can't go back. I've made my 1st step to my life, and I'm not going to have them try to do everything for me. It's like, as soon as I blatantly show them I can be independent, they come rushing to help me out. Where were you when I REALLY needed you?
Going to band practice in a bit and then Tommy and I are going to go look for a car for me. I'm borrowing the Civic from my Dad (I want him to get rid of the POS Bonneville) so I can continue to go to work and other places. I'm thinking about buying a Focus SVT... or a regular Focus... I don't know... We'll have to see. He really wants me to get a Mustang 5.0 Coupe so he can play with it. I have no idea.
Anyhow... that sums it up so far.
I admit, I'm not in love with Tommy. I like him, and he's fun to be around... he doesn't spoil me, nor does he ignore me. He is an absolute dick and an asshole when provoked, but adorable to me. I don't know, I watch him, and I listen to him... and it's the real me, staring back at me. I can be horribly mean and a bitch when needed (ask Norm and Josh). Although Tommy has little respect for those with authority by law and those social class bithces, overall... it's not too bad. I know I won't be able to change him, and I don't really want to.
I'm happy where I'm at for now. Things were fucked up for awhile, but it's all settling down. It's hard going home to my mom and watching her cry and beg for me to come home. I can't go back. I've made my 1st step to my life, and I'm not going to have them try to do everything for me. It's like, as soon as I blatantly show them I can be independent, they come rushing to help me out. Where were you when I REALLY needed you?
Going to band practice in a bit and then Tommy and I are going to go look for a car for me. I'm borrowing the Civic from my Dad (I want him to get rid of the POS Bonneville) so I can continue to go to work and other places. I'm thinking about buying a Focus SVT... or a regular Focus... I don't know... We'll have to see. He really wants me to get a Mustang 5.0 Coupe so he can play with it. I have no idea.
Anyhow... that sums it up so far.