Do you know what I'm tired of?
I'm tired of trying to be the better one. I'm tired of being the peice of ass dropped like a fucking rock because there's a prettier peice of ass walkin' by. I'm tired of not having any girl-friends because I'm subconsiously comparing myself to them. Fucking... even Jackie. I know it's wrong of me, but I always find myself comparing myself to her. THAT'S WHY our friendship never worked out. Because... we were always comparing things... clothes, looks, boyfriends, brains, skills... everything.
I'm tired of trying to be something I'm not. I'm tired of pretending I'm happy and I'm not. I'm tired of being the person everyone else wants me to be. Why can't I ever be happy with who I am?
I hate the fact that all I see myself as is a peice of ass. I hate the fact that all I see myself as is a puppet my parents use to start conversation. I'm so tired of the bullshit in my life.
I'm tired of trying to be something I'm not. I'm tired of pretending I'm happy and I'm not. I'm tired of being the person everyone else wants me to be. Why can't I ever be happy with who I am?
I hate the fact that all I see myself as is a peice of ass. I hate the fact that all I see myself as is a puppet my parents use to start conversation. I'm so tired of the bullshit in my life.