LoVe SuX ! :(
so me nd vic r officially over.. for good.. and im serious.. like.. we sorta broke up monday .. but he*s been tryin to get baqq w. me.. so todaii i finally went off on him.. and yea.. its over.. but thats ok .. i mean i fell in love w. him .. so bad.. but thats ok .. because.. theres a reason y this is happening.. im not supposed to b w. him .. and thats fine.. i can get over it.. i have friends and people who are here for me and helpin me through with this :-).. thanks to all of you who ARE here for me.. it means a lot to me :-).. well i'm finally single.. its been so long!.. wowzers i forgot how to do this ! lol wow thats pretty funnnnnny! i've always been a natural flirt hehe .. just playin ! :-P.. the only thing is .. that vic keeps callin me and really wants to go back out... but i cant.. i mean im doin this for myself u kno ? i wanna do this for myself.. because i cant hurt anymore i wanna b happy ! .. so.. im just gonna stay like this ! cuz now im happy :-).. i mean im not fully happy.. cuz i dont wanna hurt vic.. but this is the best for the both of ! .. well yea moving on.. school still sux.. i mean its a little better.. fcats r comin up .. but im not worried.. which is weird because im usually stressed and freaking out.. but im pretty calm.. and usually i kno the like.. date and what not... but i just found out its on monday lmao! wow !! but yea.. now im just sittin here on the fone w. one of my favorite people everr!! louie! :-) hehe.. hes a funny guy.. well.. theres nothing else thats very interestin to say.. so i'll write tomorrow.. peace nigz! comment!<3