Nov 03, 2005 21:55
i am exhausted. this week is taking forever to go by. halloween was fun. but then the rest of the week sucked. thank god tomorrow's friday.
okay, this isn't really directed to anyone, so don't think your special and it's about you.=p
i love school for various, uneducational reasons, but then i hate school... for the obvious reasons plus many more... i honestly think people need to grow up, i mean we are in highschool... the real worlds comming soon. it's about time to come real to your feelings for other people instead of keeping in the dark, and then like popping out of nowhere one day. then saying that you have a crush on this person. and if a person has a boyfriend and or girlfriend, it kinda means hands off. that kinda means that their girlfriend/boyfriend will probably get a little angry. i mean its cool if they're friends and stuff, but yeah. [by the way, its not refering to myself... honestly] not to mention the fact that people need to becareful who they say things to, because even though you think you can trust them.. it'll come back and bite you in the ass for saying something in the first place... and itll feel even worse then it did keeping it to yourself. umm. what else... oh. friends can have more than one friend, and i particularly think others shouldnt be upset if that person doesnt want to be around all the time. because ill admit it, i choose who i want to hangout with... and i dont hangout with the same people all the time. yeah it may seem like it, but change it up a bit. its not so bad having different groups of friends. hmm... this is the thing that makes me the most mad out of everything that i've said so far. if you have a girlfriend or boyfriend... its called TRUST, RESPECT, HONESTY... which some people dont have. but what makes it even worse than cheating on that person, would be if you knew that person had a boyfriend or girlfriend, and even though you dont/didnt... you shouldnt go and hook up with that person. because thats honestly fucked up. and if your stupid enough to publicly display some of these things, then you deserved to be caught. leading on is even worse though, because fucking with someones emotions is the worst thing any person can ever feel. its that feeling where your heart drops to your stomach, and you feel like its going to drop out of your ass or something. hmm lastly, being friends with someone after a relationship is one of the hardest things that you can ever do, but you learn to live with it... and if that persons mature enough... they can handle it too. but hey, you can't always get lucky and find someone who in the end will still appriciate you for who you are instead of their tiled girlfriend or boyfriend,