my unicorn is so lame
so i have this unicorn....my "other brain" named him that for me. he's that one person that you'll chase after even though you know you'll never have. last week i called him to tell him about our friend's birthday celebration and we ended up talking for about 7 hours. it was weird because we've never talked to eachother that long. it was great. it's funny because he totally opened up to me, and i felt comfortable enough to tell him my delemas w/steven. my unicorn and i used to be "friends" then things got complicated and we never spoke about it since. my whole senior year i tried to get his attention. i almost got it but then he found the love of his life. so now i'm just that one friend. last week he told me about his life's troubles and i offered to help him whenever he needed. ok what kind of girl wouldn't do anything for their true unicorn? we got off the phone around 2 or 3 in the morning and we just left it at that. thursday i was dropping my friend off and we saw him walking his dog. so we started to talk to him and i skipped work for him. we all went out to eat and he was my backseat driver. lol last nite he called me because he needed me to proof read his paper and of course i willingly did that. he later came over and fell asleep on my bed. i didn't finish fixing his paper until about 1 or 2 in the morning. it was sooo cute. he was asleep on my bed so peaceful. it's weird because he'll talk to me about his g/f and i encourage him to stay w/her. i know they make eachother happy and if he's happy then i'm happy. the more i talk to him the more i understand that we wouldn't be so good together, yet that doesn't stop from keeping him as my unicorn. no matter what, i'll long for him. last week our conversation was so open it really did surprise me....as my unicorn was there, steven called me. i pretty much ignored steven and he got kinda butt hurt about it. it was odd because my unicorn didn't want steven to know that he was there. after my unicorn left, i called steven and i don't know how it happened but he came over. i sooo wanted to "try" w/him but i was too tired and i just couldn't take being rejected. we fell asleep and he left at 6 in the morning. i miss him soo much....btw i got a job at kohl's....the end.