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I miss him. Yes, of course that him, who else would I be talking about? There's so much you all missed. So much wonder and joy. We hid ourselves well.
You never saw us together did you? It would drive me crazy spending entire afternoons with him and then having to sit and pretend nothing was going on in class. His words, they hurt me so much: "If you tell anyone, I'll just deny that this ever happened." I still held on, though. He's the only one to hold on to me too. Even if it was secret from you, I won't forget the night he had the guts to wrap his arms around me in front of Jonathon.
After he played me.. a few times, I said I'd had enough. Now I realize it was all my fault. I never made an effort to start anything for real, and he got bored. Because I'm a coward, he had to find other means of public display.
I want him to come back now. I miss him. He was my best friend. He knew everything about me. He also said that he couldn't let me go because I knew too much about him, I knew him all too well.
Oh well, it's all over now. There's no use living in the past is there?
I'll just be sure not to make the same mistakes. Next time, I'll have the courage.
You never saw us together did you? It would drive me crazy spending entire afternoons with him and then having to sit and pretend nothing was going on in class. His words, they hurt me so much: "If you tell anyone, I'll just deny that this ever happened." I still held on, though. He's the only one to hold on to me too. Even if it was secret from you, I won't forget the night he had the guts to wrap his arms around me in front of Jonathon.
After he played me.. a few times, I said I'd had enough. Now I realize it was all my fault. I never made an effort to start anything for real, and he got bored. Because I'm a coward, he had to find other means of public display.
I want him to come back now. I miss him. He was my best friend. He knew everything about me. He also said that he couldn't let me go because I knew too much about him, I knew him all too well.
Oh well, it's all over now. There's no use living in the past is there?
I'll just be sure not to make the same mistakes. Next time, I'll have the courage.