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Well hey there, this week has kinda sucked I've been like completly stressin cause we got midterms and a Math regents next week ahhh. I originally had latin, ap euro, and math regetns on tues but I went to Degenaro and he said I could change it no prob thank god, although Euro and Math r gonna be the hardest exams but w/e.... I still gotta study for AP :0 but I'll get to study for everything this weekend cause I'm grounded and can't do shyt, totally blows. Well let's see Gideon Spitz and I got in a fight yesterday at lunch I dunno wat it was even about but it was pretty bad but then he came up to me in lunch 2 day and hugged me and said he can't be mad at me :) lol nd I can't stay mad at people for awhile either so were cool now, and he asked me if I wanted to go to the movies 2 nite but I can't. Then today Nikita told Brett hints on who I liked and Brett figured it out and screamed it out in math so now like 10 other people know and those people are all in my euro class and so is the guy I liked and I was like terrified he was gonna find out nd sumthin was gonna be said, but thankfully I talked to Brett and he hasnt said ne thing. I mena it's not that big of a deal except this guy and I are like best friends and I dont want him to think im tellin every 1 that i liek him and I dont want things to get weird between us but I dunno w/e we'll c wat happens, it's like i like him but i don't cause he's one of my best friends but I was kinda pissed at Nikita because people were saying she basically told Brett that it was him and ahh its jsut so confusing. And Stephanie Bereday and Gideon r dickfaces like honestly I can't stand them, they can go fuck themselves, sayin shit bout me nd stuff and wat I do or wat I haven't done u know wat bite me! Well on the other hand my cuzin Jeremy who's 18 and his gf Janelle came up on Tuesday and we went to my other cuzin Casey's wrestling match and chilled nd stuff it was cool, but they've been down in the city a lot so I only see them at nite, but there havin fun and Jeremy let me borrow some of his Cd's that are really good and the first time I've listened to them; like Hawthorne Heights, Simple Plan, Jimmy Eat World, Story of the Year, etc.. I like them a lot. Ya but I gotta go study so I will ttyl leave sum <3 nd hti the cell if u think u can cheer me up!