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yesterday I spent my whole day at the hospital holding my grandpas hand.
I couldn't handle it for most of the time so I had to leave and sit in the lounge.
i didn't have to work because i would have cried the whole time.
im not working today either because i'm going to spend another day at the hospital.
i went to joshs last nite because i needed a boyfriend hug, but he wasn't there.
so today i may go to his house again, but lets see what the parents say.
:(
im defnitely not happy.
i called work and told them i wasn't going in, they were okay with it, but i work tomorrow 12:30-9 they told me i didnt have to come in t omorrow either, but i probably will unless things change
anyway, im pretty sad so im going to go.
thats why im fallling apart.
I couldn't handle it for most of the time so I had to leave and sit in the lounge.
i didn't have to work because i would have cried the whole time.
im not working today either because i'm going to spend another day at the hospital.
i went to joshs last nite because i needed a boyfriend hug, but he wasn't there.
so today i may go to his house again, but lets see what the parents say.
:(
im defnitely not happy.
i called work and told them i wasn't going in, they were okay with it, but i work tomorrow 12:30-9 they told me i didnt have to come in t omorrow either, but i probably will unless things change
anyway, im pretty sad so im going to go.
thats why im fallling apart.