I suck at life
I'm failing everything. Why am I in this major/field? It sucks. Biology and Chemistry is horrible, I failed both exams. And, I mean failed. I'm behind almost six lectures in stats, and I haven't even started my medical terminology class. Spanish is the only one that is okay at the moment, only because I haven't had any grades in that class yet. We'll see next week when I have a composition due and a test. I'm going to have to really study, a lot. Like all the time. Seriously though, why am I doing this? Do I really want to be a doctor, more specifically an ophthalmologist? I know the field interests me, but so what? What's the point if I can barely scrape by the classes to later on not getting into a med school? I failed, failed, two exams. I'm going to start to have no life, like I had one before though.
I still have to go to Shands tomorrow to schedule an interview for my volunteering. Something else to take up my time. I don't know if I can add Victoria's Secret on top of that. I'm going to try to dedicate my time to studying, if someone sees me not doing something productive, tell me.
I am still sick, how is that possible? It's been almost three weeks of see-sawing between getting better and feeling worse all over again.
It's been five weeks since my last period, this is so annoying. I need to get on the pill, but I have to do it without my parents knowing. Plus, I have to learn what to do to even get the pill in g-ville.
My parents are now thinking of getting the Mazda 3. Whatever they think is best.
Three months with Richard next Tuesday. I'm happy.
Diana's birthday this Sunday. woohoo!
There's a chance I might go to Panama for Thanksgiving with my mom.
I still have to go to Shands tomorrow to schedule an interview for my volunteering. Something else to take up my time. I don't know if I can add Victoria's Secret on top of that. I'm going to try to dedicate my time to studying, if someone sees me not doing something productive, tell me.
I am still sick, how is that possible? It's been almost three weeks of see-sawing between getting better and feeling worse all over again.
It's been five weeks since my last period, this is so annoying. I need to get on the pill, but I have to do it without my parents knowing. Plus, I have to learn what to do to even get the pill in g-ville.
My parents are now thinking of getting the Mazda 3. Whatever they think is best.
Three months with Richard next Tuesday. I'm happy.
Diana's birthday this Sunday. woohoo!
There's a chance I might go to Panama for Thanksgiving with my mom.