this makes me wanna cry!

Jan 26, 2009 18:39

but not in a bad way. in a good kinda "aww im glad they feel the same way" way.
i know that comment war on jensens LJ is like a week ago but hey! i just got the time to read it after she told me of it ahaha.
this just made me gush:
"before i or gerri even had a friend to call our friend, her and i were 7th grade nobodies. we found eachother in a home and careers class, she let me borrow her markers one boring day, and ever since that day we were the absolute best of friends. We have been through hell and back, then back to hell and back again. i dont think i have ever loved nor disliked someone so much in all of my life"
awwww. im going to visit adrianna this weekend. its a long drive but fuck it, i havent seen her in a while and it sure sounds nice to leave rochester for a bit.
and i think this made my night as well:
"Some of the best nights of my life were spent with you three and pat, and I would never take that back."
its really good to hear that after everything thats happened between all of us because I feel the same way and i hope jensen and adrianna do to. i would give so much for one day of that summer but its gone and thats alright, new ones are on the way.
and mike i want to hang out again its been like 2 months since iv seen you! it seems like your always so busy so i never bother to ask.
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I just want everyone to be friends, or at least not hate eachother. dont do it for me or anyone else just do it for yourself. because some day something will happen and the next thing you know your at someones funeral and the only thing youll be able to think of is "jee i wish i put things aside a long time ago so i could have had more great memories with this person"
thats one way i think ive changed the past few months. im tired of fighting and acting tough, im tired of trying to "beat some ass" fuck all that stupid shit, i swear up untill recently everything i ever said in my whole life i was talking out my ass. or at least thats what it feels like. I want to be able to get the most out of life with the people i care about, which is still and always will be everyone from 2 summers ago along with the people i hang out with now.i just want to have fun, be crazy, i want to run fucking NAKED through the streets at midnight with my friends just to say i did it. yeahh i went their.
if i could just get everyone i know under a giant roof so that they all become friends with eachother and have fun, i would be so so happy.

wellll thats about all i have to say about that ahaha
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anywayssssss superbowl is sunday OMG OMG GO STEELERS! me and raquel made sweet shirts! they better fuckin win!
whats everyone else doin for the game?
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