mmmmmkay!
ok I have lots to say and not the right amount of time to say it... My sister Chantal seems to have no life and felt like reading my WHOLE LJ since I have started it.. hehe Luv ya Channie! BUT!! I was completely worried of the outcome, but in the end I learned more about her which ended up being a plus.. I thought I would add this cause I felt that it was neccesary. I also noticed that I never seemed to tell her ANYTHING! And I felt that this was the right time...
ok...off that sub!
today was interesting...I didn't go to school and that was cool. I think my parents r gonna make me go tommorow and since its midnight and I snuck down here I realize that I will be SO tired 2morrow. NEH!
well...tonight, for like 2 1/2 hours I talked to Pat on the phone...it was fun wit a hint of interesting. Well, ummmm, we had a discussion and ummmm... we are now kinda going out. Now!, I feel TOTALLY bad that Steve, u have to read this here, but I was gonna call, but then my parents were being asses. I am sorry!! I just want u to kno that everything I said WASN'T a lie. I did....and still sumwut do like u but....hmmm....I just....UGH! I feel bad
I hope that we will still talk tho...maybe I will talk to u before u read this...hmmm
but..yeah
It took me like 20 miutes to get off the phone 2night. I REALLY didn't wanna cause ALL day today I was bored and finally I got to have fun and talk on the phone...then my parents HAD to be assholes.
Ugh, I feel like crying right now...I just am thinking about a poem...a poem that I recieved...and NOW I feel like shit!
Ugh, I think I will now sneak BACK upstairs and cry in bed... NO MEANS NO!! I must say this over and over...
I feel that tonight might be the night that I might possibly break a promise...NO i can't UGH!!
*tear* I....I....I...wanna.... *dies*
ok...off that sub!
today was interesting...I didn't go to school and that was cool. I think my parents r gonna make me go tommorow and since its midnight and I snuck down here I realize that I will be SO tired 2morrow. NEH!
well...tonight, for like 2 1/2 hours I talked to Pat on the phone...it was fun wit a hint of interesting. Well, ummmm, we had a discussion and ummmm... we are now kinda going out. Now!, I feel TOTALLY bad that Steve, u have to read this here, but I was gonna call, but then my parents were being asses. I am sorry!! I just want u to kno that everything I said WASN'T a lie. I did....and still sumwut do like u but....hmmm....I just....UGH! I feel bad
I hope that we will still talk tho...maybe I will talk to u before u read this...hmmm
but..yeah
It took me like 20 miutes to get off the phone 2night. I REALLY didn't wanna cause ALL day today I was bored and finally I got to have fun and talk on the phone...then my parents HAD to be assholes.
Ugh, I feel like crying right now...I just am thinking about a poem...a poem that I recieved...and NOW I feel like shit!
Ugh, I think I will now sneak BACK upstairs and cry in bed... NO MEANS NO!! I must say this over and over...
I feel that tonight might be the night that I might possibly break a promise...NO i can't UGH!!
*tear* I....I....I...wanna.... *dies*