the end
Sometimes you just have to realize when something is a failure....then you cut your losses and move on. Why is that so hard for some people to understand? It isn't about who loves who anymore; love really doesn't have anything to do with it at all now. It's all about comfort.... he's gotten too used to having me around all the time. He's too dependent on the IDEA of me. He's made it to where he doesn't know how to function on his own anymore, and that's where the fear is. It isn't a fear of losing ME. It's a fear of having to take care of himself; no more "mommy" figure to support him. My fear is of lonliness, but I've built myself up enough to get past it, at least for Emi's sake..... Zach isn't giving in so easily. What to do?