Further pointless confessions, just because
I don't like being pessimistic, but sometimes, I think times call for it. I received my half-yearly report a few weeks ago, and I was below-average for every subject except for two-- English and History, and I only got on-average for English, and one mark above average for History.
Of course, average is supposedly fine, but at the school I'm going to, average is actually not 'average', but almost-failing. Sad, but true.
I'm not going to make wild claims. I've always been a B-grade student, average and mundane because I'm too preoccupied elsewhere... (cough fanfic cough). But the suckiest thing is that in the first semester, I did ZILCH. Nothing socially. Nothing academically. Nothing creatively. In fact, I think I slid backwards in many ways... but good God, that's a pretty scary thing to contemplate.
In other words, all facets of my life are currently majorly screwed. I kinda wish I could wake up, and find myself in January again, and I can start over...
Oh, and should I add the fact that when you google my pen-name, you come up with a lotta porn sites? What the HELL was my thirteen year old self thinking?
Of course, average is supposedly fine, but at the school I'm going to, average is actually not 'average', but almost-failing. Sad, but true.
I'm not going to make wild claims. I've always been a B-grade student, average and mundane because I'm too preoccupied elsewhere... (cough fanfic cough). But the suckiest thing is that in the first semester, I did ZILCH. Nothing socially. Nothing academically. Nothing creatively. In fact, I think I slid backwards in many ways... but good God, that's a pretty scary thing to contemplate.
In other words, all facets of my life are currently majorly screwed. I kinda wish I could wake up, and find myself in January again, and I can start over...
Oh, and should I add the fact that when you google my pen-name, you come up with a lotta porn sites? What the HELL was my thirteen year old self thinking?