My life in a nutshell...hehe...nutshell
High time i updated.
So basically nothing is going too great right now. I'm still carless (grrr) my G.P.A still isn't where I want it, and the only thing I actually like right now is theater.
I decided im not going on the bandtrip due to the fact that 450 is too expensive even though my parents offered to pay for it. Winterfest is going to be in Gattlinberg (sp?) as well for 20 bucks (which includes a t-shirt as well! :o) for three days so it would be financially unwise for me to go for 450 just for one day longer with the band. So that 450 is gonna go towards me getting a new car. Sorry guys.
I've been doing some heavy duty thinking and self-examining and I'm just trying to figure some stuff out right now. There's so much going on in my head right now. I've been so hard on myself and so angry at myself at the fact that I didnt apply myself earlier in high school and wondering why the hell im so lazy and lack motivation. I wish i cared more about stuff but i really don't. Should i? Should i really truly let certain stuff stay on my mind? And is there such a thing as being TOO laid back and TOO mellow? Yeah, just some stuff like that.
I've been so much less stressed right now. Some of y'all are worried about getting the transcripts in and SAT's, ACT's, and all that jazz and i'm wondering what to do with all the free time im going to have once im out of high school. I'm gonna start hunting for a job (after i take my SAT's in MAY hahaha!) and start looking for a community theater and taking dance classes and traveling. I'm starved to turn 18 right now guys, can you tell??
As of right now, im just gonna focus all my energies on Winterfest (after Christmas, of course)and spending a weekend surrounded by hot guys who don't have their brains set on "Fuck Me" mode.
Chuckle chuckle.
So basically nothing is going too great right now. I'm still carless (grrr) my G.P.A still isn't where I want it, and the only thing I actually like right now is theater.
I decided im not going on the bandtrip due to the fact that 450 is too expensive even though my parents offered to pay for it. Winterfest is going to be in Gattlinberg (sp?) as well for 20 bucks (which includes a t-shirt as well! :o) for three days so it would be financially unwise for me to go for 450 just for one day longer with the band. So that 450 is gonna go towards me getting a new car. Sorry guys.
I've been doing some heavy duty thinking and self-examining and I'm just trying to figure some stuff out right now. There's so much going on in my head right now. I've been so hard on myself and so angry at myself at the fact that I didnt apply myself earlier in high school and wondering why the hell im so lazy and lack motivation. I wish i cared more about stuff but i really don't. Should i? Should i really truly let certain stuff stay on my mind? And is there such a thing as being TOO laid back and TOO mellow? Yeah, just some stuff like that.
I've been so much less stressed right now. Some of y'all are worried about getting the transcripts in and SAT's, ACT's, and all that jazz and i'm wondering what to do with all the free time im going to have once im out of high school. I'm gonna start hunting for a job (after i take my SAT's in MAY hahaha!) and start looking for a community theater and taking dance classes and traveling. I'm starved to turn 18 right now guys, can you tell??
As of right now, im just gonna focus all my energies on Winterfest (after Christmas, of course)and spending a weekend surrounded by hot guys who don't have their brains set on "Fuck Me" mode.
Chuckle chuckle.