fuck you!
okay so maybe im over-thinking things...maybe just looking to deep into things...or maybe im just bound to be fucked over in relationships...weather its a real relationship as in when you know your allowed to say you guys are dating, or if its a "dating" relationship...or how bout this newly added one...im now in a "seeing" relationship. Either way i look at it, for the past 3 years, ive just been fucked...and it seems to be getting progressivly worse. you know i might just be looking for guys in all the wrong places...or im just attracted to guys that wanna hurt me! either way i look at it, i need things to stop! Everytime i tell myself that things arent going to work out between me and mike..you know something good happens! And for most of you...when some says they've been seeing you and someone else for the past month, they would be history. buuut you know i never really considered us dating, seeing whatever the fuck it is...so yeah i didnt just commit myself to him..so it hurt me thathe could lie to me about it..but not as much as it would have if at the time i was just seeing him...but you know hten after he toldme that things changed, like he called me all the time, always told me where he was and stuff...and now its back to this shit...lets say your gonan call me later, and then ohh what is it 9 hours later...still havent heard from him! i think its just a fact...as soon as stephanie gets over one ass hole another was is waitin in line!!and im sure your all prolly sick of me saying it...but i just cant seem to stop it! like now i just wait for my heart to shatter...ehhhhhhhhh like you know everything was great until yesterday when i asked him if another girl came up to him and asked if he was seeing anyone....his reply was "i'd tell her im talking to someone" WTF!!! what the fuck is that shit...talking to someone...i talk to 2000 people a day..what in thehell is the difference?? ehhhhhhhh whatever