I`ve never thought of killing myself...
Until about 2 seconds ago- dangggg
i am so pissed now- i dont even think anything could make my mood worse- i`d prolly just be numb to it all. I am s0 frikkin pissed at my parents- i always am... but its usually my dad- since my dad isnt here right now, my mom decided to totally freak out- and have some crazy bitch spasim... so yeah- i just got really mad- and finnally she decided that i could go to the mudd puddle, but i have no ride, so now my friday night is really FUKED OVER! gosh dangit! i can never do anything right- EVER i swear- i try so hard sometimes, but then, whats the use in trying if both i, and everyone else knows i wont ever suceed?!
so yeah- my mom went off, and somehow ended up talking about how im gonna have "no social life" and if thats true- i will jsut shoot myself now, and not even hesitate- because i honestly hate my dad- i wish i didnt!! i really truly wish i didnt, and the only people who atleast pretend to care about me are my friends, and if my parents take them away, i will seriously have no reasion to live- so frikkin ()@%)@%^@(*&%)(@$)@(% mannnnnnn!!
but they cant take my social life away- cause i`ll jsut sneak out at night, like always... 0;)
other than that... my day was great! i got a ride home from collin, and it was cool- hes a real awesome guy- not to mention totally hot ;D haha!
i wish i was doing something right now- i cant stand being here one more second, i am like going to cry!!!
<333333333 Jennaferrrrr Lynnnnnnn;*
i am so pissed now- i dont even think anything could make my mood worse- i`d prolly just be numb to it all. I am s0 frikkin pissed at my parents- i always am... but its usually my dad- since my dad isnt here right now, my mom decided to totally freak out- and have some crazy bitch spasim... so yeah- i just got really mad- and finnally she decided that i could go to the mudd puddle, but i have no ride, so now my friday night is really FUKED OVER! gosh dangit! i can never do anything right- EVER i swear- i try so hard sometimes, but then, whats the use in trying if both i, and everyone else knows i wont ever suceed?!
so yeah- my mom went off, and somehow ended up talking about how im gonna have "no social life" and if thats true- i will jsut shoot myself now, and not even hesitate- because i honestly hate my dad- i wish i didnt!! i really truly wish i didnt, and the only people who atleast pretend to care about me are my friends, and if my parents take them away, i will seriously have no reasion to live- so frikkin ()@%)@%^@(*&%)(@$)@(% mannnnnnn!!
but they cant take my social life away- cause i`ll jsut sneak out at night, like always... 0;)
other than that... my day was great! i got a ride home from collin, and it was cool- hes a real awesome guy- not to mention totally hot ;D haha!
i wish i was doing something right now- i cant stand being here one more second, i am like going to cry!!!
<333333333 Jennaferrrrr Lynnnnnnn;*