I could fall in love with you...
aww.... andis and i keep missing each other.
i feel like i've been neglecting my... my what?
they're really not my "responsibilities" anymore. yours i suppose.. but not mine.
you're not mine anymore.
(((bitchy iv'e been. i know)))
oh and by the way- there' nothing wrong with my being indecisive, it shows that i'm taking all my options seriously.
savvy?
so quit telling me to hurry, because if you really cared, you wouldn't rush me into this. it's a big deal for me, okay?
tonight i'm up. writing. journals. epics. morals.
oh, and cake. eating cake too.
i'm two phone calls away from making a complete mess out of myself.
but i just decided to not call.
it's not up to me anymore. remember?
aww.. just two weeks of school then i'm out in the world.
and into the hospital again.
i'm exited in a nervous wreck-y way.
don't want personal things getting in my way a friggin screwing up my chance at a future...
*redse7en-the great escape*
this is my escape.
as i fix my eyes upon the ceiling, my dream stapled to purple plaster as the sky leaks tears of her own. this is beauty and i am the beast. carved out by claws of menacing taste, from the stained crystal that symbolized myself.
i've been breached without the answer in me.
he knows this taste is such.... such to die for.
what a waste.
and I hear him every night..
and I hear him every night ..
and I hear him every night ..
on every street
the scales that do slither
deliver me from
this midnight apogee.
as much as i picture myself there, waiting....
i know it'll never happen to me.
i can't always play the fool....
i can't always be the one who gets hurt.
i was hoping you'd understand me....
but you've gone away.
"he's an idiot" ...to quote you..... "i just said it."
so, i leave it up to you.
Enjoy the Silence.
words like violence
break the silence
come crashing in
into my little world
painful to me
pierced right through me
can't you understand
oh my little girl
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
vows are spoken
to be broken
feelings are intense
words are trivial
pleasures remain
so does the pain
words are meaningless
and unforgettable
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
words are very unnecessary
they can only do harm
i feel like i've been neglecting my... my what?
they're really not my "responsibilities" anymore. yours i suppose.. but not mine.
you're not mine anymore.
(((bitchy iv'e been. i know)))
oh and by the way- there' nothing wrong with my being indecisive, it shows that i'm taking all my options seriously.
savvy?
so quit telling me to hurry, because if you really cared, you wouldn't rush me into this. it's a big deal for me, okay?
tonight i'm up. writing. journals. epics. morals.
oh, and cake. eating cake too.
i'm two phone calls away from making a complete mess out of myself.
but i just decided to not call.
it's not up to me anymore. remember?
aww.. just two weeks of school then i'm out in the world.
and into the hospital again.
i'm exited in a nervous wreck-y way.
don't want personal things getting in my way a friggin screwing up my chance at a future...
*redse7en-the great escape*
this is my escape.
as i fix my eyes upon the ceiling, my dream stapled to purple plaster as the sky leaks tears of her own. this is beauty and i am the beast. carved out by claws of menacing taste, from the stained crystal that symbolized myself.
i've been breached without the answer in me.
he knows this taste is such.... such to die for.
what a waste.
and I hear him every night..
and I hear him every night ..
and I hear him every night ..
on every street
the scales that do slither
deliver me from
this midnight apogee.
as much as i picture myself there, waiting....
i know it'll never happen to me.
i can't always play the fool....
i can't always be the one who gets hurt.
i was hoping you'd understand me....
but you've gone away.
"he's an idiot" ...to quote you..... "i just said it."
so, i leave it up to you.
Enjoy the Silence.
words like violence
break the silence
come crashing in
into my little world
painful to me
pierced right through me
can't you understand
oh my little girl
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
vows are spoken
to be broken
feelings are intense
words are trivial
pleasures remain
so does the pain
words are meaningless
and unforgettable
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
all i ever wanted
all i ever needed
is here in my arms
words are very unnecessary
they can only do harm