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ok, i just wanna get something straight with u. cut out all the bullshit, cuz i don't wanna lie to u or even sarah anymore. the truth is, i still have feelings for sarah ok. i was going out with her for some time now, so yea. but then i meet u. and..... i don't even know how really to explain it, but there was something about u that i really liked. so then i started talkin to u alot more and liking u more. enough to make me lie to sarah. i wanted to be with so badly, that i even lied to u. i didn't really know how exactly to tell sarah this, thats why i just told u that we broke up. and im really sorry for tellin that. i don't wanna tell anybody anymore lies. i still wanna be with u, and i also still wanna be sarah's friend. but the way that u guys r makin it seem, is like if i be sarahs friend, u don't wanna be with me or have anything to do with me. and if i wanna be with u, sarah doesn't wanna be my friend, so it's like i have to choose between u guys. is that wut u want me to do amanda? (or sarah, cuz u'll probably be readin this too) just answer me that one question. if i chose u, would u be with me? and amanda, ur not ugly, and if thats something i really did say, then im sorry, cuz ur really not. and ur fun to be around. thats y i was always wanting to hang around there. ur not some girl im just trying to fuck then leave, i really wanna give this think a chance. well, write back to me please. when ur done.
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you STILL wanna be with sarah .. you just cant be with her... thats the only reason your even saying any of this to me... honestly i dont give a fuck about what you say .. i cant trust a god damn thing that come out of your mouth .. and i dont want anything to do with you because of that ... im sorry .. but .. its your own fault... move the hell on ...
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im really wasn't sayin all of that becuz i wanna be with sarah and cant have her, but this was a test for u, and u just passed it, cuz i was lookin for u to say all of that. so, i think im over u now bye
Over me? ... what the fuck .. suposedly .. he never fucking liked me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sick of his lying ass... he tried to come over again today .. DORRELL KICK HIS ASS AGAIN PLEASE?!!!