Wow
All I can say right now is wow. It's been awhile since I've updated in here at all. I almost completely forgot about LJ. SO I figured I'd up date. Well my life was pretty much the same old boring shit. Up until this year. This year my life got really weird. My grandparents passing away. Then my car starting on fire. That was the scariest thing to see something go up in flames, knowing that if you didn't get out of it or couldn't get out of it that you could have died in that car fire that day. That was the day I realized how important life is. Then losing the guy I thought was the love of my life which he wasn't. He was just convient because I had feelings for someone else who I couldn't be with. then I had gallbladder surger in March. Then it got kinda boring. I moved out of my mom's house for awhile. Then someone came back into my life that I've had these feelings for over a year. Well we had sex. I ended up pregnant. I told him and he was thrilled. Then he disapperaed. I didnt' hear from him for over 2 months. Then last friday, His brother tried getting ahold of me. Then his friend Joe got ahold of me. Telling me that Travis was in jail and he's out now and he wants me to get ahold of him. So I called him where he was staying and we talked. He asked me if I would come up to Green Bay to see him and I said yeah let me shower. So I got ready and everything and I drove up there. I got to see him. The funny thing seeing him brought back all those feelings I had before. It's weird because I never thought anything would happen. He was always so stubborn and bullheaded. He said me being pregnant finally gave him the push he needed to date me. He told me that he wanted to for awhile but he was always scared too. After I saw him in MAy I asked him what was going on between us and he said he wasn't ready yet. Which what really happened is that he found he was possibly going to Prison. Which turned out to be that he only went to jail for 2 months and his probation is extended until he can get the money to pay it off. then he's completely off. It's just been so amazing. I can't sum up into words how good I feel right now. After a year of trying, I'm finally with this guy. And he's not just with me because I'm pregnant. He's with me because he actually does have feelings for me.