lets get these teen hearts beating faster...
so i sit here listening to Panic! At The Disco, singing along, and thinking about life. in all reality, when am i not thinking about life...oh yeah thats right, when i am forcing myself to do other things to keep myself from thinking. i am not really sure where i am in life, but at the moment, i am pretty content with the friends i have. most of them i feel like i can talk to about anything, some i still feel like the trust still isn't completely back yet. but like always, i refuse to pry into others business...though i would like to think that i could be someone a person could see as trust worthy. i have enough secrets about myself that could be used against me as black mail. so basically you can take it to the bank that most shit that is talked about with me is for me to know, and for the other person to choose who else they want to tell. but enough about that...moving the topic back to me....yeah me and my life. i am content with classes so far...thats good news. classes are hard, but thats what you get with upper level classes. school has kept my weeks busy...so the weekends are filled with laziness and hangin' with the roomies. friends are good, made a few new ones...some of which i might just keep around for a while. i am having a dilemma...i had been thinking of saving my money up to get a tattoo, but in all reality, i wouldn't be getting that in a while. so to the dilemma....do i keep saving up the money for the tat, or do i go and get a new piercing. and if i get a piercing, where would it be?? i had thought of getting my eyebrow pierced...but if a tat won't fly at home, an eye brow piercing won't either. i also had a thought of maybe the lip...but that at times seems over played, plus i would get the eyebrow first, and i know the 'rents would kill me if i had a lip ring. and then one of my roommates said we should get our navels pierced...so that would work, plus the parents never have to know...which works. so to get the navel or the eyebrow...i guess i go with the navel, and maybe later the eyebrow...yeah i guess that works. maybe i can still save up for the tat, and then drag a guy friend with me...since i hate needles and well having a guy there could always make things a little better. eventually i want two different tattoos. but since i am not suppose to be getting a tat anytime soon, i think my first will be on my hip...thus the 'rents won't see it, and i can still be good in there eyes. i pretty much want the nautical star on my hip, and i am planing on getting a shooting star on my ankle, with my cousins initials under it. so pretty much i have it all thought out...eventually it will all be set in motion.