one gaping hole ; shot through my heart
This weeks been kinda crazy. Monday through wednesday i had the clinic for Nautica. Thursday was the actual audition. I was very nervous. I had to sign in & get my number, go to the changing room & get ready. I wore a shitload of make up for the judges & i looked like a clown but whatever. And we had to pull our hair back in buns and gel/hairspray that shit. I also felt really retarded b/c i was in a leotard & tights the whole time. Anyways, i was number 25. I kept the sticker w/ my number on it as a reminder that i did it even if i dont make the team. We find out Monday if we make it. Wish me luck =)
Yesterday was Cinco de Mayo so everyone who's in spanish & wanted/paid to go on the field trip to la fiesta went. That was funnnn. It was me katie kyndra and nicole at one end of the table. Me and katie ate OH SO MUCH. It was disguisting the amount of food we ate. Anyhoo. We played the sugar packet game & 'decorated' a flan. Gag. That was SO gross. Nicole also spit sugar into some tortilla chips and offered some to Nick Pinto. Lmao. That was nasty. We all got back onto the bus moaning ; i was full beyond belief.
Today was boring yet eventful at the same time. Me & kirsten ozzborne went outside in pe & tried to hackeysack. It did not work. Hannah and i found out that Billy actually wasnt 'spanking his monkey' for an hour & a half. Mr fuckface yelled at me in 4th period for an unkown reason. I think im starting to grow on Stephen. He FINALLY gave me some money today. Nick fucking Viera sprayed victora secret perfume alllllll over my backpack and it smells. After 7th i was talking to angelica, then all of a sudden Jordan comes up to me & bear hugs me telling me its Jill Day. RL does the same. Btw RL had just put on fart spray on his arm. Not fun. Anyways. Im being smushed. Then Corey Welter comes up & does the same. Im claustraphobic. He picks me up & drops me. Angelica and i start walking again behind the guys. In the middle of my sentence corey so conveniently picks my up & throws me over his shoulder. Highly uncomfortable btw. So im just chillin. Kinda happy i dont have to walk. Then Jordan & RL start pinching my butt. Corey supposedly 'put me down' but i say he dropped me, again, and a fall over a curb. Angelica falls w/ me. We have sand all down our pants. The end.
Crazy 8s next Friday. Cant fucking wait! Thursday im sleepin over katies w/ Natalia, Nicole, Tanya, Carly, & Bianca. The next day is Crazy 8s at school. After that Natalias spending the night over my house. Then Sunday is Coreys partyy. WHAAAT! This year has been awesome. <33
Summers almost here. =)