Dreams, Dances and Prada.
I can't exactly remember what happened in the dream. In fact I didn't even remember the dream until a few moments ago, and before that all I could remember was not being able to get Leo out of my head. He was blonde in my dream. We also talked quite a bit. It was something we were doing for Dr.D...Possibly for the play? Because I remember thinking "Wait Leo isn't in highschool yet..." Regardless of that, three other things happened last night. My day consisted of school, a meeting for the play, play practice, going over to Nicole's house, going to Kate/Lexi's dance and then heading over to the Chateau for my mom's dinner. While at Nicole's house we watched a great movie, The Devil Wears Prada. I was convinced this would be the most boring movie I had ever watched. I was wrong. It was quick, funny and had an incredible ending. Three very good parts to a movie. Anyway after that I went to Kate and Lexi's dance. Unfortunately I was a few minutes late so I was unable to see them beforehand. They were only in one dance but that's alright because I was just watching Anastasia in all the other dances. I'm not sure what it is about that girl but she makes me want to write. Anyway after all of that was over Kate and Lexi's dance went on. It was amazing. Granted I was only watching Kate, Lexi and Cassie the entire dance but still! After that was the part at the Chateau. I was fighting off temptations left and right over Ryan, who tagged along with Nicole. Not like sex temptations hah but...Hmm.. I guess Alice's speech would kinda explain it best? Nah not really. It was just a want to be closer to him. That's all. Anyway he left three hours before we did. We left at midnight, which is much earlier than usual. The party was boring and had no giant chocolate fountain. Not only that but they tried to put us to work. So anyway I guess I should wrap up now? I can't remember anything else from my dream... But at the Dance show I saw Brianna Truncale. I don't know what it was but I got inspired. She needed a character. I wanted a pencil and paper right there so I could write her into any story right away. Strange. It's funny how Leo's the only thing I remember from my dream... He was so close... It can only be explained in Alice's speech... "It's strange you know. How the thought of someone...just one person can send you this rush of...feelings. It's sorta lusty... But not ya know? Like...It's a want... not a sex want...just a... A rush of affection. And it's hard to sustain. Because as soon as it comes it leaves. Because you think it may lead to a true lusty feeling. And you want it to stay in a rush. So you push it aside. But you can't. Not forever. Not for long."- Alice Duer. I'll leave you with that.