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we've had a mouse (our second one since we've been here) for several nights. the traps weren't working for some reason. last night i got over-zealous and set four, SURE that one of them would work.
of course this morning there's an enormous and very very dead mouse in one of the traps. but for some reason rather than feeling relieved i feel sick to my stomach. i can't stop thinking about it and feeling awful. i just want to vomit! it's so sad and so gross and i'm so flipped out over it. why couldn't the damn thing have stayed outside so i didn't have to murder it??!!
also what if it was a pregnant mom? or what if she had babies here and now they're alone somewhere in my house! aaagh!
i have to get out of here.
of course this morning there's an enormous and very very dead mouse in one of the traps. but for some reason rather than feeling relieved i feel sick to my stomach. i can't stop thinking about it and feeling awful. i just want to vomit! it's so sad and so gross and i'm so flipped out over it. why couldn't the damn thing have stayed outside so i didn't have to murder it??!!
also what if it was a pregnant mom? or what if she had babies here and now they're alone somewhere in my house! aaagh!
i have to get out of here.