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i want to change. i want to be different. not physically, but just the way I act and the things i do. i cant even explain it... but I just want to improve my high school experience. I want to appreciate every single moment I am here because most kids don't grow up on a main-line type area. I want to be happy that I have loving parents, even though at times i pray that my mom would just move out i want to be proud shes the one i'm stuck with... for the next 2 years at least. this is hard to deal with though.... i feel so selfish sometimes because i worry about such stupid shit when people are dying in other countries from working too much and being raped and shit like that...im getting to into this, but I just wanna change my OUTLOOK (there ya go) on life and high school and drama and weekends and friends and guys.. blah blah u know.... alright im done. love you all.
<3- marlee
<3- marlee