forever

Oct 15, 2004 23:42

Wow. Wow. Once again, i have realized how weak i really am. Lately life has been good, and like i said earlier, i have been completely careless and numb towards everything and everyone, and i loved it. But today at lunch, the little sophomore band played all of their emo music and....i just don't know what happened. i almost broke down right there. All of the memories of emo times came back to me, and i was so close to becoming that way again, completely against my will...helplessly.

"Pretend for today that your hand is on the stove and burning, and then tomorrow, take it off the stove and be just fine". Tomorrow is too far away. I have to make it stop now. I have made it stop, but i just need to keep it that way. Forever.
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