comfortably numb
I'm still mad at that girl who won't appreciate anything i do for her and doesn't notice me when her boyfriend's around, but things have changed.
I was sick this morning, which made me extremely unhappy, but under that, i was numb towards everything that was happening around me. If someone was mad, i didn't really care. If something bad happened to me, i didn't care. When the guy i like ignored me while i was about 3 feet away from him, i didn't care. It's mean i know...at least the part about me not caring if my classmates were having problems, but it was nice. It was nice not to worry about stupid things anymore and waste all of my energy on that. comfortably numb.
I was sick this morning, which made me extremely unhappy, but under that, i was numb towards everything that was happening around me. If someone was mad, i didn't really care. If something bad happened to me, i didn't care. When the guy i like ignored me while i was about 3 feet away from him, i didn't care. It's mean i know...at least the part about me not caring if my classmates were having problems, but it was nice. It was nice not to worry about stupid things anymore and waste all of my energy on that. comfortably numb.