Test - My Random Thought - Note to Scratch

Sep 29, 2004 21:55

great day! got my Psyc test back... scored a 98 when no one else got above a 65!!!! YEA! very happy day, lots of movement from baby. Kevin called from NH and wants me down there to give his new home a 'womans touch'. i will be going down in a few weeks. I wont be moving in with him in the hopes that baby's dad will decide that he want her/him. The last thing on earth that i want to do is make Matthew miss out on anything. Today one of the children i take care of took her first steps.. the joy and accomplishment on her face was magical. I am afraid that he will miss out on that, the first words, real smiles, the kisses, the hugs, everything. a child is a true gift, and he is part of it. Maybe not my life ever again, but to miss out on anything... that would be a punishment he wouldnt understand. Anyway, i need some sleep. Night

Scratch- you always want to know my random thoughts, heres a rant for you.

I love you, i miss you, i want our lives the way they were. its not going to happen until YOU change.
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