city by the sea

[innerpattern]

so yesterday was the day of the terminal/acceptance/anberlin/codeseven show.it was a fun show overall.i enjoyed myself of course and all the company of my friends.it was freaking great to see them all and mikey!yay for him coming back to sd.you didnt get dark homeslice?!?!?!about the show last night.terminal was ok yesterday.a bit on the sloppy side and probably the worst i have honestly seen them,but hey everyone has a bad night at times.i still love those fools!anberlin rocks the heck out now and still shouldnt scream.codeseven was good,but the show was stolen by the high and mighty acceptance!wow are they ever bad seriously?one of the best live bands in my eyes and jason just has an amazing voice.gives me the chills.after went to chrissy's birthday party and it was chill.i had a good time.i hate keeping feelings inside.its killing me.i will probably lose my chance very soon if i dont do anything about it.ive been so shy and weird about it because i havent been so happy and satisfied with someone like this in a very long time.its crazy to me.i love genuine people.it makes me smile and get all butterflyish in my stomach just to think about it.well everyone have a happy fathers day.do something nice for your daddy.love <3 me

I’m a thousand miles from home
Sleeping in my clothes
Living like i never had before
Where the city falls into the sea
I try and make myself believe
That I matter here
But I’m lonely losing sleep
If only i could feel less indifferent
Maybe i could be more existent
I’m dreaming hopelessly
In a city by the sea
It’s taken me so long
To sing a simple song
I don’t belong
On the rooftop late at night
Writing songs about my life
Praying day will break
Before i close my eyes
I wish i had a little more to miss
Than friends that don’t exist
In a town that felt like scars across my wrists