This is your life
WEll hello everyone. So things are going pretty darn good right now. But at the same time I know I have taken everythign crumpled it up in my hand and thrown it away, how odd is that. Things are good though, I am happy, very happy for the first time in a VERY long time. I am rather sure I already have lost some people along this path, and I am sure I will lose more sooner rather than later. Wether it be because they arent happy with the way I am living my life or whatever other reasons I am certain it will happen. For what it is or isnt worth to everyone right now, I do honestly love you all very much. You have all been there with me for a long time and some of my best memories involve ya'll. I just hope that you all can accept what changes there have been and that we can still all be the same way we are now. And if you cant accept the changes, Know that I am truly Sorry. I am sure I have let alot of people down wether it be because my faith isnt what it once was or because I cant seem to find my way back right now. I will get there eventually, right now I am just struggling. Adam I miss you very much, I miss the talks we use to have, I miss it all, Please tell your mom I hope she feels better.. I love you.. Jake I miss you very much as well, miss the way things always were betweeen us, I am thrilled to hear things are going well for you, I love yah. Stu I miss you and love yah, i am so happy for you that things are going so well at school. Thom and Josh, Its kinda funny how we can live right down the road from each other and still never see each other. I miss you guys both, and I am glad things are going well for the most part..hey ya never know I may just pop in to waffle house one night again. For tonight that is all I can think of cause I am pretty sleepy. I love yall.~