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I once said that it the times where you feel the worst define you the most. How you react to them, whether you get up again and fight your way to the top, these are the decisions that shape you. I still believe it.
But FUCK that. I dont want to DO it anymore. I am SO FUCKING SICK OF DOING IT.
BUT IT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A CHOICE.
I cant sacrifice my family for myself.
What a funny fucking situation.
So funny.
haha
haha
Its like the goddamn laughfest over here.
Yay!
It's amazing really.
Do you like that movie the shawshank redemption?
"daring to hope can kill a man"
Well, I have to go to sleep now. Lets start the routine again.
At least I get to deal with psychotics. thats always fun.
What day is it? I've stopped bothering to keep track. 11th? 13th?
It doesnt fucking matter. Oh, there it is at the top of the screen.
They all blend together anyways.
But FUCK that. I dont want to DO it anymore. I am SO FUCKING SICK OF DOING IT.
BUT IT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A CHOICE.
I cant sacrifice my family for myself.
What a funny fucking situation.
So funny.
haha
haha
Its like the goddamn laughfest over here.
Yay!
It's amazing really.
Do you like that movie the shawshank redemption?
"daring to hope can kill a man"
Well, I have to go to sleep now. Lets start the routine again.
At least I get to deal with psychotics. thats always fun.
What day is it? I've stopped bothering to keep track. 11th? 13th?
It doesnt fucking matter. Oh, there it is at the top of the screen.
They all blend together anyways.