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Why does this still hurt? WHY? WHY AM I SITTING HERE CRYING? What fucking purpose does this serve. I tried sending him a PM, yes, stupid idea, and his box is full. Great. I just want to talk to someone I know, someone... someone who at least reassures me that something's still going on the world that I'm in time with, well - not anymore, but just that SOMETHING is still happening.