sigh.
my parents were nicer to me when they thought i was depressed.
dylan is leaving. to me, he is already gone. i know i will still talk to him, but i will miss him. it wont be the same. i just really hope we dont lose touch.
but tonight was entertaining. lots of driving...all over the place. fun with bellas shirt and jeans. chuck e cheese, then hooka. thats a clash of the cultures. i dont know it was all bittersweet. i guess im not letting myself think about it.
called marissa at 2 crying hysterically because i was stranded at church. i never cry. i guess its because i hate going to that church now, i hate everyone there, it makes me feel like shit.
we talked til like 3 am last night. it was nice. hes just happy i dont depend on him anymore. hes very selfish.
dylan is leaving. to me, he is already gone. i know i will still talk to him, but i will miss him. it wont be the same. i just really hope we dont lose touch.
but tonight was entertaining. lots of driving...all over the place. fun with bellas shirt and jeans. chuck e cheese, then hooka. thats a clash of the cultures. i dont know it was all bittersweet. i guess im not letting myself think about it.
called marissa at 2 crying hysterically because i was stranded at church. i never cry. i guess its because i hate going to that church now, i hate everyone there, it makes me feel like shit.
we talked til like 3 am last night. it was nice. hes just happy i dont depend on him anymore. hes very selfish.