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christmas is like a high school dance. if you have a truly good life, you have fun. but if all the relationships and happiness are all bullshit deep down, everything goes to shit and you feel completely alone.
considering the fact that i don't even pretend on normal days that my family relationships and happiness are sincere, it is safe to say that i had a shitty christmas.
i hate that my family sees me as worthless. cause i tried really hard to do nice things for them this holiday season. i feel like i don't even matter.
and misery loves company. so if you had a good day, don't talk to me.
considering the fact that i don't even pretend on normal days that my family relationships and happiness are sincere, it is safe to say that i had a shitty christmas.
i hate that my family sees me as worthless. cause i tried really hard to do nice things for them this holiday season. i feel like i don't even matter.
and misery loves company. so if you had a good day, don't talk to me.