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why do i always seem to mess around with the guys that always hurt me? do i have a big sign on my head that i can't see that says, "hi, my name is Jaime. When i get drunk, i tend to be very naughty so go ahead and fool around with me. oh yeah, and go ahead and hurt me and say things that are so mean to make me cry. go ahead, i don't mind." ????? AARRRGGHH! i guess i should explain why i am so upset about this in the first place:
I dumped Jeremy on Thursday. He was okay with it, i guess. then on friday, mike, ambre, and jeremy met up with me, lauren, gracie, and christie at the muk-town fair. Jeremy still liked me. he kept telling me that. then he asked if we wanted to go to Winn Lake with him and party up there in one of his friends cabin's with a bunch of his friends. so gracie, ambre, christie, and i went there. we met his friends frank, terry, and joe. We all got PLASTERED off of our asses. everyone was being REALLY REALLY REALLY mean to Christie. all the guys and gracie too.
Gracie and Ambre wanted to go swimming for the second time that night so the guys and gracie and ambre went outside to the lake. Christie and i stayed inside because i was so drunk i could barely walk. i kept stumbling everywhere so i didnt wanna fall on my ass going down the steps and i just wanted to sit inside, chill, and listen to music. "slow motion" came on the radio and i wanted to dance. so christie and i were all drunk dancing and christie pulled me to her and was like, "ambre's not inside. so nobody has to know." and then she pulled me to her and started kissing me. i just sat there for a couple of seconds and was like uuhhhh cuz i didn't know what to do. after a couple of seconds just sitting there dumbfounded, i pushed christie off of me and said, "no, i can't do this. no way. stop. i can't." and then i went outside.
later that night, ambre and i were in frank's bed and i was like, ambre i gotta tell you something. and i told her she was like hell no. ur kidding. i said no. she was like HELL NO. and then she called christie into the room. she grabbed christie by her throat and said, "if you EVER touch my girlfriend EVER again, i will beat your ass. and i'm not kidding. don't EVER fucking touch her ever again." and then she threw christie across the room and said, "now get outta my face before i get up and kick your ass."
frank came in bed with me and ambre and he started messing around with me. we ended up having sex. did i mention that i had JUST met this guy about 5 hours earlier? how stupid can i be?! i can always say that it was the alcohol and i was drunk.
brb i'm leaving. i'll update more later.
I dumped Jeremy on Thursday. He was okay with it, i guess. then on friday, mike, ambre, and jeremy met up with me, lauren, gracie, and christie at the muk-town fair. Jeremy still liked me. he kept telling me that. then he asked if we wanted to go to Winn Lake with him and party up there in one of his friends cabin's with a bunch of his friends. so gracie, ambre, christie, and i went there. we met his friends frank, terry, and joe. We all got PLASTERED off of our asses. everyone was being REALLY REALLY REALLY mean to Christie. all the guys and gracie too.
Gracie and Ambre wanted to go swimming for the second time that night so the guys and gracie and ambre went outside to the lake. Christie and i stayed inside because i was so drunk i could barely walk. i kept stumbling everywhere so i didnt wanna fall on my ass going down the steps and i just wanted to sit inside, chill, and listen to music. "slow motion" came on the radio and i wanted to dance. so christie and i were all drunk dancing and christie pulled me to her and was like, "ambre's not inside. so nobody has to know." and then she pulled me to her and started kissing me. i just sat there for a couple of seconds and was like uuhhhh cuz i didn't know what to do. after a couple of seconds just sitting there dumbfounded, i pushed christie off of me and said, "no, i can't do this. no way. stop. i can't." and then i went outside.
later that night, ambre and i were in frank's bed and i was like, ambre i gotta tell you something. and i told her she was like hell no. ur kidding. i said no. she was like HELL NO. and then she called christie into the room. she grabbed christie by her throat and said, "if you EVER touch my girlfriend EVER again, i will beat your ass. and i'm not kidding. don't EVER fucking touch her ever again." and then she threw christie across the room and said, "now get outta my face before i get up and kick your ass."
frank came in bed with me and ambre and he started messing around with me. we ended up having sex. did i mention that i had JUST met this guy about 5 hours earlier? how stupid can i be?! i can always say that it was the alcohol and i was drunk.
brb i'm leaving. i'll update more later.